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Dear friends,
Living in the river of denial has caused lots of tiresome issues for me of late....least of all alienation, frustration, and inability to deal with the underlying rage, that seems to make such a lot of turmoil, and distrust. I get a double dose of punishment, and have been at a crossroads lately. It seems that I'm in need, yet push away (?) My "sources" of support were and are fed up with it (my attitude, and behavior, and so am I). IRW, social interactions have actually become physically painful body sensations, but dealing with this now is easier. All I would like today, is a huge hug, a warm smile, and welcoming arms to hold me....., some quiet companionship (which I actually do have from my dogs) well I meant of human contact. LOL Admitting my truth here is liberating, and the source of support I need at the moment. Feeling very heavy hearted most times isn't an endearing trait I'm fond. Just a venting and airing out my "stuff". ![]() Jade |
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper! ![]() ![]() |
![]() JadeAmethyst
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**Opens arms wide** for you to walk into a hug anytime you need it.
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper! ![]() ![]() |
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Yes, today I actually experienced some true motivation and inspiration
![]() Thank you Useless Me for those wide open arms, gosh that felt soooooo good!!!! Trying2Survive, yes holy sheep, it does feel good getting it out in the air so to speak....yep rough times, yet here we are...a better day. Jade |
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i was feeling so good yesterday,then i screwed up.went to the bar to watch a basketball game,when i got there they had 2 dollar drinks and i lost all self control ![]()
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I have learned that i and i alone am responsible for my happiness, most people these days are as reliable as wet toilet paper! ![]() ![]() |
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