5) You know you are Borderline when...

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You know you are Borderline when you still feel like a child.

...when the the usual bright cloudless skies are overcast so you can't see the meteor shower, the drivers-side windshield wiper has dry-rotted from lack of use, and you don't know it until you try to use it because it's RAINING (in the desert!!) on the way to work, and when you GET to work, while walking to the door, you step in gum.

And you're sure it's a conspiracy to mess up your day. And it's working.

When your fur stands on end like the hackles on a cat

When the traffic lights always turn to red just as I approach them on the way to therapy. GGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRROWL

Everyone including random strangers tell you to "smiiiillleeee" but they don't understand you're in the middle of a mood swing and you hate everyone and think they're out to get you

when your therapists look at you in shock like you are the first person on the bloody moon with green chucks

Yes, me too

You know you are borderline when someone says something or acts in a way you think is rude and you....hate them completely forever.

When u txt ur boyfriend a million times incase he's ignoring you ... If he hasn't replied within the hour ... And then the anxiety and panic sets in! Thus ruining my day and my head xxxxx

you wake up in the morning, your computer crashes & you swear it's doing it on purpose..just to f*** with you and only you.

Your husband calls you from camping and tells you to eat something before you come down as there isn't much food and you cry hysterically and refuse to go. Then have to text your therapist cos your emotions start to overwhelm you.... over food??? It's times like these I feel super crazy!

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When Bill3 I'd the only person who hugs and thanks on the thread and then u feel worthless n like ya don't belong and alone again xxxx

Sorry I didn't hug earlier.....too late for a group hug.....?

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Can't hug when I'm on tapatalk it pisses me off! Does anyone know if it's possible?

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I feel like this too. Hopefully I won't make you angry, but I just want to tell you that I know what you are going through. I too fly off the hand at little things but they seem so huge at the time! Sometimes I think I am just going insane. and I keep talking myself into failure. It's time to change and look for a better life.
Hopefully, your new friend,
Tanja or mysticalmusic

You feel like no one really understands or can relate to you. You feel alone and misunderstood 99% of the time.... A vague recollection of that tiny 1% barely keeps you holding on.

Nope you didn't upset me at all thank you for your kind words it's nice to know we are not alone
(Hugs)

Your significant other makes an offhand comment and you immediately go into an emotional tailspin.

Your bf's phone is off because he's depressed and you're convinced its really because he's left the country!

Waiting for the "Hey babe, I'm in a Taiwan" text...

when u know ur bf is likely to be asleep, yet u worry hes totally forgot bout u,.. even tho uve been in a relationship for over a year? yeah crazy mind...

You know you're BPD when you talk about other people and ALWAYS refer to them as ''NORMAL''. Basically you feel you are the only BPD on earth and everybody else is ''NORMAL'' xxxxxxxxxx

when the bus is 10mins late and then the panic attack sets in.. or am i the only weirdo that gets anxiety when things arent on time?!?!? xx

Definitely. I have issues with punctuality. I have to be on time (or more likely early) or I get very anxious.

Bang on ! At least I ain't alone x I hate it x my bf arrives 5 mins late I panic , bus turns up late wen tho outta my control I panic , if train is late I go into a full on frenzy and feel ate up inside xxx it's horrible !!! Cos then am annoyed until my bf txts me or something good cheers me ul for a small period of time lol x

Lol I'd be a evil boss bout punctuality ahha xx