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Sep 10, 2014, 06:32 PM
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I want to board the dog. Put some things in a back pack, call a taxi, leave all electronics, ID, wallet, hop on a bus to Florida and disapear homeless on the streets. No more pressure and stress. My job will be roaming around looking in dumpsters for food. Sneaking in public restrooms to wash up. My husband, since he lives in a different sate, wont even realize something is amiss for at least 3 days. Then, just then, he will fly home and file a missing persons report. They won't find me and if they do they can't force me to go back. I can not deal anymore.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
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Sep 10, 2014, 07:16 PM
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Sep 10, 2014, 10:42 PM
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Why does your husband live in another state? That in its self must be difficut for you.
I was in another forum before i joined this one and a young woman did something very similar to what your saying you want to do. She was still coming on the site. She was living on the street and started selling her self. It hadnt been her intention to do that but i guess she needed money. I havent been on that site for a long time so i dont know how she is doing now but she didnt seem happy one bit. Have you ever cinsidered having a voluntary short stay in hospital for mental health. I have done so and it helped |
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Sep 12, 2014, 10:59 AM
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Sep 12, 2014, 01:54 PM
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I am sending you a big hug and prayers if you want them.
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Sep 12, 2014, 02:05 PM
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That would be taking a big risk of people taking advantage of you and treating you abusively. Anyone can get to the point where stress is "filtering out" much better options. Ask for whatever help you need - demand it, even! Life doesn't have to turn into a big black hole.
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