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#1
Aug 10, 2014, 03:04 AM
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I am tired ~ but my girls don''t want to sleep tonight. Ugh! And they're getting up early in the morning too!
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"Only in the darkness can you see the stars." - Martin Luther King Jr. "Forgive others not because they deserve forgiveness but because you deserve peace." - Author Unkown |
 Achy Turtle Armor, anon111614, Bill3
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#2
Aug 10, 2014, 03:06 AM
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#3
Aug 10, 2014, 03:58 AM
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Ooo speaking of nightmares, I keep dreaming about being at old jobs with all the old problems that could happen, but happening all at once! Get me out of there, please!
Oh, and on a side note on a weeklong crying jag... or wait, was last week just a weeklong stable jag?
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Wifey, artist, daydreamer. |
| Bill3
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#4
Aug 10, 2014, 11:20 AM
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I'm actually quite good today. I met someone a couple days ago and he's wonderful. A grand friend. We seem to understand each other and I like we can talk about anything with each other.....that's so rare. So...I made a friend!
Life is................... *wink*
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 Sometimes the opening of wings is more frightening than the challenge against gravity. Both make you free..............the secret is perception. |
| Achy Turtle Armor, Kimaya
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| Bill3, Cynefrid
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#5
Aug 10, 2014, 04:40 PM
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havent spoken to my family since thursday (and we are living under the same roof)...been in a mood lately...meh...wrote my first creative piece in yeeears at like 2 in the morning...doesnt feel done, though. i guess it's a poem? not sure...just some words, really.
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| Bill3
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#6
Aug 10, 2014, 05:49 PM
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I went to my friends' graduation party this evening. I didn't have any emotional outbursts (thank you medication), but I felt really unimportant. I still feel that way, actually, it's just not as strong.
I wish people loved me as much as I love them. It's too exhausting trying to be someone's always when you know you'll always be their sometimes...
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DX: ADHD, generalized anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder, social phobia, complex posttraumatic stress disorder, BPD/traits. |
| Bill3, BPD-is-me, freckles33, sooootired
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#7
Aug 10, 2014, 06:57 PM
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Painfully lonely...........
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors. |
| Achy Turtle Armor, Bill3, Onward2wards
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#8
Aug 11, 2014, 06:02 AM
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New bed tomorrow. Maybe I'll finally get a decent nights sleep. Maybe a good nights sleep will make me feel less depressed and unwanted.
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| Achy Turtle Armor, Bill3, Notoriousglo
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#9
Aug 11, 2014, 02:29 PM
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Angry at the ****ing world because most people are stupid
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  A careless father's careful daughter... |
| Anonymous37831, BPD-is-me, Visje
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Aug 11, 2014, 02:30 PM
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A careless father's careful daughter... |
| Achy Turtle Armor
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#11
Aug 11, 2014, 02:43 PM
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It's a sh***y Monday and I am sick and tired of not being able to see my dogs!
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...In the darkness I will meet my creators And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator
-Daughter |
| Bill3, Britneigh, JadeAmethyst
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#13
Aug 12, 2014, 08:08 PM
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More diagnostic testing.....tomorrow
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| Bill3
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#14
Aug 12, 2014, 09:12 PM
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Very frustrated at the world. Feel as if its crashing down around me..
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| Bill3
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#15
Aug 12, 2014, 09:39 PM
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blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah ablah goes my brain.
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| Bill3
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#16
Aug 13, 2014, 04:57 AM
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Wish I could sleep forever. No dreams though, He keeps invading my dreams. I miss him.
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Aug 13, 2014, 04:16 PM
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I can't find a decent doctor...no one specializes in BPD here...they just want to talk...and I don't want to talk...I want someone that can help me understand and then help me recover if I can recover, whatever that means....lord help me.
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Aug 13, 2014, 04:40 PM
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Went to Zumba x I have a new obsession with fitness. But not only that I am obsessed with weight loss and I am actually thinking on abusing my dulcolax
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Aug 13, 2014, 08:24 PM
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I've been so empty lately. I can't leave my house. I need physical affection.
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DX: ADHD, generalized anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder, social phobia, complex posttraumatic stress disorder, BPD/traits. |
| Anonymous100154, BPD-is-me, Onward2wards
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#22
Aug 14, 2014, 11:44 AM
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I'm so depressed that even doing the simplest tasks is tiring me out. I feel so alone and unwanted. I don't know how much longer I can stay strong.
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DX: ADHD, generalized anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder, social phobia, complex posttraumatic stress disorder, BPD/traits. |
| Bill3, Espresso
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#23
Aug 14, 2014, 02:30 PM
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I feel like everyone is abandoning me and keep having recurrent thoughts of how I messed up every close friendship I've ever had. I feel bad for my boyfriend. ;(
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"You got to fight those gnomes...tell them to get out of your head!" |
| Anonymous100185, Bill3
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#25
Aug 14, 2014, 07:00 PM
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triggereed by a judgemental idiot in chat calling me ' hello borderline person' how rude is that? n thinks they know it all because theyre bf has it.. n also my rage isnt bad cos im a woamn? i beg to differ :@ sorry for ranting. so hurt n angry tho xx
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| Anonymous100154, Bill3, Onward2wards
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