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Good job Anatta!
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#252
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Great job Anatta
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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I'm at 18 days......
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Around 2 months now
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#256
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Congratulations Blue_Bird!!
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You should be proud. I wish I was as strong as you. Take care.
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#258
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I'm amazed at everyones progress....should get on that bandwagon myself It's a slippery slope between no b/p and restriction though for me...I know many others know this as true also...
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#259
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25 days
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#260
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Congratulations may24!
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#261
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Less than 24hrs but I only did it once.
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yesterday
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#264
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It has been 5 days since I purged. Let's make it a full week!
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#265
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One day.. Since I purged down the toilet
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Half an hour since my last binge/purge, I found it scary because I was choking on my vomit and my nose was blocked up and I peed in my under wear a little bit.I need a detox and no more takeaway food!! I got afaird so I stopped,.
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This is my 3rd day after nearly a year and a half of daily / multiple times daily. I am hoping my change of bipolar meds 3 weeks ago is the difference. This one is supposed to make less weight gain / cravings.
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Good job Anrea!
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Well, it's been 5 days now. So strange... the first time I was about to binge, and I had this thought, "I can walk away." I don't know where the thought came from, but it was a total release from the urge! So I did it. That began this change. Today I overate a little but didn't want to purge. Then I made a huge baked potato, knowing if I ate that one more thing, I would have to purge it, and might not stop eating tonight. I put it on a plate, and went into the next room. I left the light on. It sat there on the plate, smelling wonderful. I didn't have the uncontrollable urge. Just a small desire. "I have a choice," was the thought I had. I put the potato in the fridge for tomorrow. I got a water. Hopefully I will be good the rest of the night.
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#270
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Anrea: congratulations again!
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Well, slid back a little. Ate way too many dried fruit and had to purge it because of the calories. But I still feel like I'm doing better. I didn't really feel the urge to binge, just had it handy and kept eating it mindlessly. I didn't purge my meals, and didn't freak out. I'm still glad I made it to day 5, and will do it again. Day 1 again tomorrow.
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Hang in there Anrea!
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#273
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Day 2 again. No purging yesterday, and so far today I have no desire to binge. I do have a cold virus though - so that helps.
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Sailing through day 4. I miss binging. But I'm not having the urge to binge. When I think about food, there is fear, and tension, but the thoughts are not obsessive. This new understanding that restrictive thoughts lead to the binges is eye opening. "Riding the waves" of the cravings. I'm still scared of food. Scared, and also, like I've lost a loved one. But, I'm doing it.
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