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Old Jul 19, 2021, 03:49 AM
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I am feeling depressed.

today, in the UK, is freedom day (basically a lifting of any lockdown restrictions that still remain)
so now: not only can I no longer use lockdown as a safety net, but I'm sat here thinking.. where the **** is my freedom?. everyone has some, but what about
mine?

my life really does suck- specially when you get to days like today and realise how little you had before as well as now..

that includes pain and movement range

basically none, not eating good either
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Old Jul 19, 2021, 08:24 AM
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I struggle with those kinds of thoughts too @raging vortex ...

The way my physical health continues to decline ...

How can I "fully" return to the "new normal" people speak of?

It's like an extra layer of loss on top of everything else Covid fupped duck, and ...

I'm still trying to figure it all out ...

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Old Jul 20, 2021, 03:24 AM
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I struggle with those kinds of thoughts too @raging vortex ...

The way my physical health continues to decline ...

How can I "fully" return to the "new normal" people speak of?

It's like an extra layer of loss on top of everything else Covid fupped duck, and ...

I'm still trying to figure it all out ...



I think covid was the prroof I needed (or didn't need) that I was ****ing messed up.

everyone around me couldn't wait for lockdown to lift so they could go back to their lives, and went on about how they couldn't do this in lockdown, couldn't do that, couldn't do what ever,

all I do is eat less than average food, post on a forum, ache, moan about the fact I feel older than I am, and watch re-runs of the big bang theory.

it's mot like lockdown had any major impact on me.

my life's been in permament lockdown since, well... forever really. it sucks, but their you go.
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Old Jul 20, 2021, 03:27 AM
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my stomach hurts today, actually it has been since yesterday evening

again, lack of food. it really really sucks.

weather calls for thunderstorms today. so far, I don't think they are right.. not a cloud in the sky and quite sunny

still: you never know what will happen later
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Old Jul 21, 2021, 03:03 AM
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it is amazing how many people I talk to who still don't know what Fibromyalgia is
it's also amazing that I don't talk to many people as is
hmmm

stomach still hurts. another bad meal yesterday. it needs to be friday so I can get to mcdonalds
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Old Jul 22, 2021, 06:32 AM
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it is getting harder and harder to recover from these stomach cramps.

and they hurt more all the time

ugg
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Old Jul 22, 2021, 12:58 PM
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I just finished dinner.

I am pretty greatful I managed to eat... especially with the pain going on
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Old Jul 23, 2021, 04:14 AM
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I showered today

ow much?

it's cooler today. their are some clouds in the sky. hope the cooler weather lasts a while. not a fan of the warmer weather

mcdonalds day today
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Old Jul 23, 2021, 08:32 AM
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Happy Pfriday Pfibro Pfriends ...

Fibromyalgia Check-In Thread #6 ...

Having pfun with my new bitmoji app & wishing I could still spring pforth like that!

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Old Jul 24, 2021, 04:36 AM
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started a new book, freaky gifts by amanda M lee

I'm not sure how long it will take me before I'm bored of it (my patience for books is not very good), but so far I have read 3 chapters in 2 days, so it's okay.. so far..

it's raining today, deffenetely cooling the air
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Old Jul 24, 2021, 06:09 PM
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Pflower, did you create the animation in your post?!? It's awesome!

Am struggling today. Having a flare. I hurt. All I wanna do is sleep. I might have one functional brain cell. No idea what triggered this bit of loveliness.
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Old Jul 24, 2021, 06:58 PM
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Thanks @lizardlady ...

There's an app you can download on your phone called bitmoji.

Once it's loaded you take a picture of yourself and it cartoons you!

Once you're cartooned there are more stickers and gifs of you than Carter's has pills!

I'm sorry you're hurting so bad ...

Bed sounds like the perfect place to be!

Hope the pflare passes sooner than later.

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Old Jul 25, 2021, 03:55 AM
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Thanks @lizardlady ...

There's an app you can download on your phone called bitmoji.

Once it's loaded you take a picture of yourself and it cartoons you!

Once you're cartooned there are more stickers and gifs of you than Carter's has pills!

I'm sorry you're hurting so bad ...

Bed sounds like the perfect place to be!

Hope the pflare passes sooner than later.



sounds like the scariest app ever

but maybe that's because of my BDD that it doesn't sound apealing

each to their own I guess
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Old Jul 25, 2021, 03:56 AM
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has anyone heard from frog?

just curious... not seen her post for a while
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Old Jul 25, 2021, 08:02 AM
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has anyone heard from frog?

just curious... not seen her post for a while
Pflower is pfrog. She has new name.
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Old Jul 25, 2021, 09:10 AM
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Pflower is pfrog. She has new name.


wow.

defenetly fooled me..
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Old Jul 25, 2021, 10:45 AM
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On the wrong side of the bed today.

Lots of anger & tears ...

& cussing!

Sometimes the pain is JUST TOO DAMN MUCH & ...

I don't even want to be on the pface of the earth anymore because of it!

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Old Jul 25, 2021, 12:53 PM
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I just watched a really good show on tv celebrating live theaatre

I forgot how much I like musicals.... hmm... now I need to get out my collection
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Old Jul 29, 2021, 06:37 PM
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I have appointments pfor Social Security Med Exam & X-Rays on the 7th & 9th of August ...

All thoughts, prayers & good vibes will be most appreciated!

Until tomorrow ...

Love, Peace & Sweet Dreams.

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Old Jul 30, 2021, 06:03 AM
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Good luck pflower!
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Old Jul 31, 2021, 10:56 AM
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Happy Saturday Pfibro Pfriends ...

SOCIAL SECURITY: "Social Security's rules do not recognize chiropractors as legitimate sources of medical treatment and medical opinions.".

ALSO SOCIAL SECURITY: "We have scheduled you for a Comprehensive Musculoskeletal Exam at ----- Chiropractic Clinic.".

Fibromyalgia Check-In Thread #6 ...


Last edited by Pflowers; Jul 31, 2021 at 01:53 PM. Reason: *Corrected A Typo ...
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Old Jul 31, 2021, 08:24 PM
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Good old Orwellian doublespeak!
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Old Jul 31, 2021, 08:26 PM
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Ladies, if I go missing for a bit everything is okay. For reasons I can't go into I may take a break from the forums for a bit.
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Old Aug 01, 2021, 05:25 AM
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Will miss you @lizardlady ...

In the meantime & until you return ...

Fibromyalgia Check-In Thread #6 ...

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Old Aug 02, 2021, 02:13 PM
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Happy Saturday Pfibro Pfriends ...

SOCIAL SECURITY: "Social Security's rules do not recognize chiropractors as legitimate sources of medical treatment and medical opinions.".

ALSO SOCIAL SECURITY: "We have scheduled you for a Comprehensive Musculoskeletal Exam at ----- Chiropractic Clinic.".

Fibromyalgia Check-In Thread #6 ...

*** UPDATE *** UPDATE *** UPDATE ***

Fibromyalgia Check-In Thread #6 ...

Yay! - They cancelled the damn thing!

Super happy about this ...

Drove over there Saturday so I'd know where it was come appointment day and it looked like a house of ill repute that was hawking everything from snake-oil, to CBD products, to beauty products to what-the-eff-ever!

Didn't look safe, professional or like a real medical office at all!

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