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One common and frequent side-effect of this is change. It changes you in a few ways. The disorder, sometimes more so than the original trauma(s), can change many things in your daily life and functioning. It can change your perceptions on life, faith and society. I know it's done that for me.
What did C-PTSD change the most for you?
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I can't feel except anger and depression. I don't trust anyone. I don't make new attachments like I should. Those are just the top ones I can think of.
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach |
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anger, rage,
I would like to kill everyone
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Recently, I have found that I am more self-isolating than I used to be. If it wasn't for the fact that I actually have to show up to work, i'd rarely see anyone but my daughter and my husband and they could care less so.
I've always had a hard time with social situations, doing something new, very hyper-vigalent, have to scope out buildings before I enter them. But even then the desire to get out and do things was there, even if I couldn't do it or had to leave early. Since my CPTSD symptoms surged last year, I just don't care anymore.
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