[whisperingpain]

Anyone out there in pain? I need to feel something other than pain and emptiness. I feel like I have no one to talk to. I don't really trust anyone, and I feel like everything in my existence is trying to antagonize me in some way or otherwise take advantage of me. On top of that I feel like I have no purpose in life. I burn out on things so easily. On life in general. I find myself constantly asking myself (and God) why I'm still here. I feel like death is near and I'm sad because I feel misunderstood, and what could have been..No friends, no one in family really knows me, and what I've done and been through in life. I've resorted to this forum, and I don't really know what I'm looking for or accomplish, other than maybe knowing I'm not alone. One minute I feel like I must talk to someone, than the next minute I know I can't or wont. Affair to sleep and negotiating my way through life by distracting myself while trying to numb without harmful chemicals. Dreading the moment I have to force myself to lay down. Dreading doing all of this again the next day.

thank you for reading, hope your light shines bright and peace love and safety to you.

[Yzen]

I'm sorry you are feeling pain and emptiness. I have been through long stretches of time where I felt my life was spiraling downward, but eventually it got much better. You are stuck right now and need to find a spark to get you unstuck and find answers to the pain. Don't give up hope! The next day does bring us hope.

You are not alone.

[Fuzzybear]

[shezbut]

((((whisperingpain))))

[reb569]

You are definitely not alone. I often feel that way.

[Wild Coyote]

I'm glad you feel like you can reach out here.
You are not alone.

By the way, welcome to PC.
I hope you find the info. and the support you may be seeking.
Please make yourself at home here.
Lots of forums here and I hope to see you around.

I have periods of time when I feel like you have described.
it's very trying, to say the least. During such times, I do better if I am not alone a lot.

Do you have family, friends, or maybe also a pet for support?

Please keep reaching out and stay safe!


WC

[Ziza]

Yes. I have had internal wounds my entire life. I try to explain to people that if you had an open wound on your arm or leg, it would need treatment to heal or it would get infected. Open wounds on our hearts/emotions are the same way. I have finally learned how to do some internal healing, and it's nice not to feel the constant pain every day. Thanks for asking the question. You definitely are not alone. Be good to yourself.