[DownfallOfUsAll]

I just suddenly feel so unbelivebly lonely. It drives me crazy being on my own like this. Sure I have my brother and my mum but they're not always around and I'm sure they don't want to spend all day with me.

I miss seeing my friends. I have two best friends which I don't see very often anymore since we left high school. They're too busy and their parents are pretty strict. Other then them I have maybe one other true friend but the last time I saw her was nearly a year ago. We don't speak that often either anymore. Then there's all my other old friends.. I'm not sure I can class most of them as friends anymore.. we haven't spoken in forever. I guess thats partly my fault but I just feel like they didn't like me that much. I was just a nuscience to them.

Some days I just get like this. I want someone to chat to and to hug me but there's never anyone and I feel like crying so much. I can't handle all this sometimes.

My mood is pretty much all over the place nowadays. I switch from being alright to sad to angry to lonely then back to being okay again. It's just wearing me out. I don't even know whats wrong with me anymore. I just feel so stupid for being like this.

[lxegirl]

i know how you feel, i feel the same way sometimes. just let it out. i'm always here if you want to talk.

[Emotionally Dead]

I am really sorry you're going through this. I am going through the same thing but I just try to keep my mind off of it. It's worse when you're constantly thinking about it. I guess I can't offer much since I can't give you a real hug or anything, but PM me some time if you want someone to talk to.

[DownfallOfUsAll]

Thanks Yeah sometimes I do constantly think about it. I try not to though :/

[RAGEandLOVE]

Wow..same stuff going on with me sometimes. Just feeling straight out ****** and in need, huh? :/

When you need to cry, do it. Write things down, listen to music, etc..try different things and I'm sure something will work for you to just let things out. Then, there are always people you can talk to online, of course! =p Even if sometimes it's better to have contact, we try. =}

Don't feel stupid for things you can't control, or asking for help. It's the best thing you can do! Best wishes, and if you need to talk, I'm here. (:

[love2drum]

I think a lot of us here can relate to what you are going through.....we all have very similar stories of our feelings.....it is hard. Is there the possibility of therapy? I don't know if many of us would do well without it. It's really a basic necessity.....I'd say most of us could use medication and therapy, and that would probably put a lot of us straight....but maybe medication is not the answer for you, I don't know I want to be medicated either...always in the back of my mind though....if it could make things less of a struggle, gosh, what a great gift? I think, for me, i go to a therapist, and it does help, tremendously...then there is a spiritual side that shouldn't be ignored, if you are open to that...meditation was something my therapist had me do early on (already had practiced it for years, but had gotten away from it-very helpful, mind body and soul) journalling has also been very helpful (may daughter used to do it a lot as a teen, and told me I should too, finally taking her advise) It IS helpful! LOL
Therapy is probably the cornerstone.....I think the common thread is: we just want to feel normal.....I hear ya keep trying we are all here for you

[DownfallOfUsAll]

Well at the moment I'm only seeing my councillor at college but I finish in a couple of months so I guess I could try and go to therapy afterwards.

[JeanneDoe]

Originally Posted by DownfallOfUsAll

I just suddenly feel so unbelivebly lonely. It drives me crazy being on my own like this. Sure I have my brother and my mum but they're not always around and I'm sure they don't want to spend all day with me.

I miss seeing my friends. I have two best friends which I don't see very often anymore since we left high school. They're too busy and their parents are pretty strict. Other then them I have maybe one other true friend but the last time I saw her was nearly a year ago. We don't speak that often either anymore. Then there's all my other old friends.. I'm not sure I can class most of them as friends anymore.. we haven't spoken in forever. I guess thats partly my fault but I just feel like they didn't like me that much. I was just a nuscience to them.

Some days I just get like this. I want someone to chat to and to hug me but there's never anyone and I feel like crying so much. I can't handle all this sometimes.

My mood is pretty much all over the place nowadays. I switch from being alright to sad to angry to lonely then back to being okay again. It's just wearing me out. I don't even know whats wrong with me anymore. I just feel so stupid for being like this.

I am very sorry you are feeling this way. I have felt like this a lot myself lately. Do you see a therapist? If not maybe it could help you to go see one.

Also do not feel stupid for feeling the way you do, I know its hard to feel this way but you are most defiantly not stupid.

Dont forget to take care and love yourself, take a hot bath with bubbles get a pedicure, take a walk, play happy music and dance around the house!

Sometimes it is hard to force ourselves to do this when we are sad, but do try.
Wishing you the best. *Hugs*

[DownfallOfUsAll]

Thanks! I'm just seeing the councillor at college at the moment. I try to do things like those sometimes. Haven't had a bubble bath in years though lol