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Jul 11, 2011, 07:17 PM
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I swear, its a sign. I've been stressing out on a planned vacation for a week or two; along with other things this past week. And now I'm told the vehicle is broke and is going to need more repair than we can afford... Answer to this is new car, whatever.
and I get the answer of ''we may still go on vacation, but still not sure''.. I can't accept this, yes or no now... I couldn't truly afford the vacation to begin with but it was my chance to meet part of his family, and basically the last trip before and elder passes due to they are really old, so I was willing to use my credit cards.... Sort of need to know now if going due to I have a crazy supervisor that won't be too understanding if I say I don't need the days off... God damn it and the stress I've been through with planning this **** because he didn't want to talk to me.... But that sort of got resolved. I feel like *****. I feel agitated, aggravated and numb at times. I'm disappointed. I'm mad. Sad. Feel like breaking something, but yet feel like going to sleep. Grr I'm sorry for venting. Just need to remember to breath, it'll be ok some how. Now I got a head ache .... Lol, funny in a sick way... Last edited by beauflow; Jul 11, 2011 at 08:00 PM. |
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Jul 11, 2011, 07:59 PM
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eh. It'll be ok.
 we just need to sit down and talk
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Jul 12, 2011, 01:58 AM
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I have decided to try my best to look at this in a positive way- and a positive sign that this just must be a sign for my boyfriend and I to take another step financially. It is hard though with racing emotions and thoughts, and my head feeling like I am not really here.
Oh and just by waiting ( i did not tell him i could not accept the answer due to I knew at the time he was upset too) I got my confirmation on what we are doing for vaca.. I just need to learn to wait a little bit with things. I hope this feeling in my head goes away prior to us leaving for vaca; i need to just breath in and out. |
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Jul 12, 2011, 05:59 AM
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ok now I feel all happy now :-) (of course after a few hours of stuff) but it will be ok- getting excited for a trip away from work and stuff...
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Jul 12, 2011, 05:59 AM
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Im sorry for talking to myself on here
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Jul 12, 2011, 10:55 AM
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its ok beauflow vent all you need to this is the place to do it(((beauflow))))
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