[coping]

I am so tired of being messed up with depression and all the crap that goes with it. I do not have anyone to talk to kids have shunned me, husband kicked me out of my own home, son kicked me out of his home with my sister and his wifes help, younger son hates me for who knows what then why am I here? I do not even have my dog I lose everything that is dear to me the abusers always win and I am so damn sick and tired of it have no phone, car or money believe husband will have me served on my bday he is a drunk a mean one at that. tired of being a loser i am so tired right now

[danii24]

Im sorry to hear your family have completely abondoned you and uve no support network. If you dont mind me asking why are things with your family so bad ? If ive crossed a line asking u im sorry you need to asnwer that. your not a loser just haven a hard life. Do you think that your family problems (with your kids not husband) can be resolved with counciling or do you have a councillor you could talk to about it ?

I hope things do get better for you

[moonbeam2]

hello i am new to this web sight i just found it ur story was the first one i read,im sorry u r haveing so many problems with everything around you ,i dont think ur a looser,i think dealing with depression is one of the hardest things to go threw everything around you is wrong,its all falling apart,you think its all your falt &you beat yourself up over & over,but you have to remember its the disease & not you,& most people run away because they dont know how to handele it,they r weak not you!keep strong dont give up !its a cycle &i hope it changes for you soon,you sound like you need a break!i just had a really bad week friday i told my doc i was suicidal sat was bad & today i woke up like nothing happened it was gone!but it is a cycle it will be back you just gotta try really hard to remind urself of this,when you find that second in the day were you can do it own that second & remind urself dont wait it wont be there for long,the second that is,have faith & pull threw you can do it!beleave in yourself dont beat yourself up your better than that!best of luck! moonbeam2 !hopefully im here to stay if i can figure out how to work this web sight,just wanted to let you know incase i for somereason cant come back,im new at this computer thing im just a lonely mom with 2 kids trying to find people i didnt wanna leave you woundering why i didnt come back but i hope to so maybe ill see ur story & youll be saying how you made it ,beleave inyourself !i do & i just read your story!

[Elana05]

Originally Posted by coping

...he is a drunk a mean one at that.

Hope today is a bit better.
Have you ever tried Al Anon?
I have found it helpful.

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