[Jazz91]

She (my Therapist) left me with someone who quit on me cuz she doesn't get how i work (like anyone does) in my first session she was in a hurry to get to the phone shop cuz she washed her phone so she made up this bull ***** story that i wasnt in the mood to open up of course i was skeptical the only thing she knew bout me was my failed suicide attempt.

As she left she said the hospital will only allow her to see me if there is a justified reason um last time i checked trying to commit suicide was a pretty big reason.

How can they expect people with manic depression to seek help if they need to justify there needs most of the time i am good then all of a sudden its the complete oppisite i cant predict when im going to feel like *****

[moonbeam2]

im really sorry to hear that your haveing a bad time jazz, do you have ins is that why she wont see you ?sorrry if i didnt get that part ! i have been threw a few doc & they all were no good it took me 4yrs to find a good one ,just keep trying atleast you have this websight to go to i didnt im shure it would have been a great resourse depression is a very bad thing ive been there alot lately i hope you hang in there i beleave someone is out there waiting to help you it seems they way things work is when you just absalutly cant take anymore & you have no motivation to do anything such as taking a shower its important that you try to do that i learned that it makes alittle bit of a differance but when you least expect it something will come your way i beleave that ,iv been in really dark places were i didnt see the light at the end of the tunnel ya just gotta keep going for me it was this web sight my son found it for me it was a life altering experance for me not knowing how to work a computer & that was just a few weeks ago ,you will be in my prayers ,i beleave in you by hearing your story your not giveing up you reached out,so that tells me you do care & your a fighter you can do it !good luck i really hope things turn around for you ! everyone deserves a second chance or as many chances as it takes !
good luck moon !

[Xeneon]

I'm really sorry to hear about your therapist. I feel like that was unprofessional and that maybe you should talk to her about her behavoir or see if you could change doctors. When a counselor is more worried about getting to the phone shop then taking care of a patient that has attempted is sucided, scares me to death. Maybe you can give her another shot and see if it goes better but don't do it, if you have lost trust in her. I'm wish you the best and I'm gladed you have choose to reach out.

[gma45]

Originally Posted by Jazz91

She (my Therapist) left me with someone who quit on me cuz she doesn't get how i work (like anyone does) in my first session she was in a hurry to get to the phone shop cuz she washed her phone so she made up this bull ***** story that i wasnt in the mood to open up of course i was skeptical the only thing she knew bout me was my failed suicide attempt.

As she left she said the hospital will only allow her to see me if there is a justified reason um last time i checked trying to commit suicide was a pretty big reason.

How can they expect people with manic depression to seek help if they need to justify there needs most of the time i am good then all of a sudden its the complete oppisite i cant predict when im going to feel like *****

I am sorry for you. People can be so rude sometimes and in her profession you would think?DUH? Just rude.! It is good we have this place at least! I do hope you do find someone that cares to listen. I have to remember the only person I can change is ME! Come here anytime if you feel like venting I do!

[gma45]

I have to add.... If anyone got me or if I got me I would not have to be here! HELLO?!! I really can't believe that T.

[Jazz91]

saw her again today she said she is not convinced i have depression but is still going to see me