[PsychGirl123]

The relationship with my boyfriend is crumbling before my eyes, i don't have a relationship with my family (though it's for the better), and my friends are too busy to return an email let alone ask how I'm doing. I just feel like cutting all my hair off, curling up in a ball and dying. I have never felt more alone in my life than I do tonight.

I have so many problems and no one understands or even tries to. My boyfriend has been supportive but lately is just making everything worse. He doesn't listen to me and is just shutting me out. I feel like everyone is too selfish to care about me. Everyone I know would rather do anything other than be a friend to me when I need it now more than ever. I'm always there for other people and feel like no one cares enough to return the favor.

Tonight my boyfriend left me, and I just can't stop crying. I feel like he gave up on me, and he was the last person I had to try and help me through the bad things happening in my life. I have no job, no money, thousands of dollars in debt, and soon no where to live.

I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm dead inside already. I didn't know a human being could emotionally hurt so much.

I don't need to be beat down about how much help I need or that I need to stop looking for the help of others. I'm just drowning and it would be nice to know that someone out there could be supportive and cares.

[dailyhealing]

I'm so sorry for your pain. While I can't solve your problems, I do care about you and understand the feeling of going through severe emotional pain. I wish you well and hope you keep posting.

[one tin soldier]

going threw simelr stuffs here add some in some areas and add some with old time damage aded to my new time damage
i wish i knew magic words to say and make all things go away and or change
i cant even deal with mine thought hard i do try i deal with physical pain and emotional mental issiues i am a christian and a person of deep faith and that helps so very much but when the depesion is wooping me like a dog sometimes even faith shakes in my mind i guess the keys are relizing there are problems first sadly with me i relize them tolate and wake up with everything attacking me at once
it is a strugle that most do not understand heck in last 30 years i have seen known and fealt and gone threw more stuff than i could even imagin not because im strong i aint i have tryed some stupid painfull things that only hurt myself worse i have gone over the edge and come back and seems teeterd on edge forever since i just trust in Christ and try to do right and live right and all sure i fail lots but with God there is forgivness and love and light and in my mind often its the oposite some would say its a contradiction but lot of life is like that and half orless than half the time folk relize or recongize untill things get bad and start breaking down i have fallen i am broken my heart mind and life has been shaterd BUT i will truse in God and i will survive and try to maintain i wish you joy hope and love sometimes they run away from me to but know your not alone and lern to trust the oly one realy trustablke best i can say
in our prayers rob

[Wants2Fly]

I can relate to your sentence about wanting to cut off your hair! I went through a really bad spell when everything fell apart, and I went to my stylist and told her to shave my head. But she said we would just cut it really short, which was a bold thing for me.

I am so sorry you are going through all this. Is it possible your friends are more willing to help than you know and just don't know you are suffering?

Quite a few people stepped into help me during my bad spell, and I was able to sleep in one person's place for a few weeks, then another's. Even people who were near strangers. It gave me a different outlook on how good people really can be.

I sat in an apartment in New Orleans for nearly six months, and the people then on Psych Central loved me well. Or at least better enough to start to move on.

Please keep sharing here. I have a lot of faith in the good you can experience in this community.

I've been away for a while, and I'm back because I am having another bad spell.