[Bulinka]

I just wanna cry. Have no idea what to do. Have no idea how should I act myself around my parents... They were today on the police because of my mothers brother, so my uncle. And they know that everyone in the family is waiting do any news: is he dead, did they found him? should we prepare us for ... for what!!!! They come back to home and instead of tell us anythink they're just sitting there, they don't talk, it's like... mourning is back!!! yay! i'm so happy because depression is back!!!........ and it was such a nice today with first spanish lesson in the morning... it was...

[JLarissaDragon]

It sounds like the uncertainty is making your life difficult right now. I have found in times like these it is best to occupy your mind with something. Our racing thoughts can really subvert us. Maybe your parents don't know what is going on at the moment or they a numb with anxiety. Be good to yourself and remember you are not alone

Originally Posted by JLarissaDragon

It sounds like the uncertainty is making your life difficult right now. I have found in times like these it is best to occupy your mind with something. Our racing thoughts can really subvert us. Maybe your parents don't know what is going on at the moment or they a numb with anxiety. Be good to yourself and remember you are not alone

yep... defenitly not alone!

hugs

[Bulinka]

just got info it is he. after 4 years of nothink we know he died. and I feel horrible. funny thing that I don't want to cry because he died. I want to cry because I'm worring about my mum. Again almost the same. I don't know how to accept all of this, what to do, how to not worry about mum, how to be sure everythink is going to be fine and she will be also fine, that she will handle it easly or at least easier than in 2008... she says it's not so painfull, it's easier now, she'll be ok... but still I'm worring... I hate this feeling... I hate when that happens...