me yet again

why is it I delude myself into thinking yer maybe in life I can do this or that or be this or that person. I will project a me in situation or circumstance up and coming yet in my ind and sort of hope for the best and that I can over come the anxiety. However that never happens for me I will always turn that event sour and make it go very wrong each time, this isn't about holding past mistakes against me this is about recent mistakes which where mean to make it go alright and now I am at a lost as there is nothing to desperatley cling onto to form some sense of living of life.

yet again no question, yet again just me putting my thought's out there. I guess maybe this is like asking that friend or talking to that friend you once had even they are gone now, even then I never did get much advise or a reply or listen to even then.

(((hugs)))

Hi my friend. Try not to project situations or events -- those things generally will not happen anyway. Just be YOU -- be yourself because that's good enough! YOU are good enough and always have been! You don't need to be "anybody else!" You are just fine as you are!!!

There are going to be people who don't like us. I know there are people who don't like me. That's ok. And there are people that I don't particularly like too. And that's ok. We just don't have to associate with them.

Try to get out and about among people who have the same likes as you do. Perhaps if you like to read, go to the library. If you like to sew, join a sewing club. If they have a Depression support group in your area, join that! There are things we can do to find people like us.

I wish you the very best. I hope things begin to look up for you. God bless and PLEASE take good care of yourself, okay? Hugs, Lee