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people should start taking responsibility for their own actions. I wish the world would do me justice. The world has not changed since I first inhabited it. People used to like me when I was born, but as soon as I came back from a dilapidated country on the other half of the world, I was treated a little differently. I came back skinny as a skeleton because I didn't have enough to eat as a kid. My mother and me and my father were living with this awful grandmother whom I renounce all ties with and can never harm me ever, did not feed me at all. I hate her and always will. She actually wanted my parents to divorce. MY dad would get long distance calls from her and every time I struggled with an addiction problem i would blame it on her because it was on a specific day in the lunar calendar and at a specific hour and my mother gave away what I would call "birth signs" so to speak and I feel like I"m being ruled over so whenever my friends or anyone gives me weird, gloating looks, I blame everything coming from her. She is not going to stop unless my parents divorce and my dad is always listening to her and supporting her. He also supports one of his brother's sons education and he told me that I should work for mine. Imagine a father telling me a thing like that. I have to work for my own tuition. He also said that once those two sons of his brothers graduated he would be known to them and they would always remember him! psh, they're only being kind to you because you're sending money home to them in another country. Many people do that and i wish that we could pass a bill saying that it would not allow people here to do that. His son not being treated right and he doesn't give a darn, but whenever I have issues, he never asks. When he asks, I"m actually a little afraid knowing what harm he and his mother may plot against our family. But now I want to sever all ties with my dad if I could and I don't want to be held accountable for the stupid decision that he makes. I don't want to be linked with him at all. I want him to stay as far away as possible. If he cared for me, he would have spent quality time with me when i was a little boy. He would have bought me that toy where fish were spinning in a circle and I would just catch as many as I could with my bait. It was a game and it only cost him $5 and i cried for a couple of hours hoping that he would buy me it but finally my mother just bought it with the money that some of his relatives from utah had given us. I'll never forget the things he used to do. If it hadn't been for me, he would have left this family a long time ago.
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Feb 16, 2013, 12:29 AM
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