does masturbation make you angry?

Usually, when you see a statement about something that lacks a clear definition, you can disregard it.

Excessive porn usage is not well defined.

Above all, use common sense. The arguments I made above are derived from common sense. Not research, but common sense, which is a very powerful tool always at your disposal.

You forgot about the other list.

Masutrbation, cleaning the house, peeing...

still i don't want to keep up with this. I need to quit. I know why I'm not making progress. teh reason is obvious. I am not outgoing enough. I shut my door when I use my computer. It had been staring at me plain in the nose yet I have not implemented these tools to combat my current addiction. I have to stop and I know how now. It's really that easy. If only I could get rid of my door so that I would not have to close it ever at night or in teh morning. In that case, my mom would not have to be so concerned about what I'm doing in here if I only had the door open always to her. Now it makes perfectly good sense.

In general, solving the problem by altering your environment rather than relying on sheer will power is smart. Can a filter program help limit your access to porn?

oh of course i've already got that but the thing about htat is when the urge arises, i might be able to change the password because i have it memorized. wish i had alcohol right now so i can wipe my memory clean of the code.

Then it is useless. I guess the software presumes that somebody other than the viewer will install it.

i blame my addictions on my loneliness, my solitude, and my past. i remember exactly how i became addicted to pornography when i was a fifth grader. fifth grade year was pretty rough for me. I was really angry and sad at hte same time. the class i had was a terrible one. some students from overseas came and i had to translate english into my own language because i was able to understand them well. so i did and i often got into trouble and made several students cry and myself too. i did not like to be in that class to begin with. i hated them from the start. i thought that i should have been placed into a better class and that they deliberately placed me into that class just so they could screw me up before i graduated. and several girls whom i had problems with broke my glasses. i got on their bad side and as a result they retaliated. but of course they were not immigrants like the others. the others drove me nuts and so did these. i felt like yelling at them. i was very argumentative and my teacher often took their side even when he knows that they were wrong. why? because my mother went in a couple of times into the principal's offices and asked for a class change but it did not go successfully so i was stuck and then he thought that it must have been my fault since his mother worked in the principal's office as well. so i believe she must have told him about it. anyway, as i became more isolated from the others, i began to go to the library, find a far-off spot and start looking at nude photos of people, mostly actors and actresses. then i stopped because i did not have time to go to the library and then sixth grade year when i got into a lot of problems with girls, i became attracted to guys and i liked one guy in particular. and i looked up some more nude images of actors and that's how i got hooked onto it. i was still not satisfied and was often kept alone in my room and i became addicted and compelled to use the computer every day so what i did was add some friends on facebook but little did i know that they had a short clip containing some explicit acts, which was almost like porn. well it was except it was a personal video. eww, i must have thought. i became guilty and felt like every time i did it, made me feel like i just lost something inside of me, something valuable, something precious. then i started masturbating and using porn more than ever. finally i decided to moderate the use of these two and then i slowly detached myself from a lot of the porn but i would often get relapsed into the situations. i hate it more than ever. now that i have identified the root of my problem, which is loneliness, hate, solitude, and unproductivity, i have decided to quit porn for good. i hope that the next time when the urge kicks in, i can better manage it.
i'll say it is useless but i have it all set.

i hate songs like paralyzed but i seem to be struck by you. this song just surfaced into my head and now i'm like darn it. wish i could just knock it out of my head forever. there's once thing that i don't like and that's hearing music and not being able to get rid of it forever or having let it get stuck in my head. ugh!