[jchryl]

feeling empty for the last couple of days. i want to be alone but don't want to be alone at the same time. i actually deleted all my contacts on my phone but wants to talk to somebody. tried to do some yard work yesterday for 3 hours and watch sherlock all night but it didn't help. there's nothing left for me to go on. the cat keeps me company all day, at least she knows when i don't feel good. it seems that everyone have something to live for except me. no family, no friends, no work, no money... just the cat and me (and she's not even mine).

[kaliope]

it sounds like you are all alone and lack any kind of support system. are you seeing a therapist at all for your depression? if not, that could be very helpful. also seeking out a support group so you can see that you are not alone in what you are feeling. what can you bring into your life so you are not so isolated? can you volunteer somewhere? this will get you out around people and give you something rewarding to do with your time. it usually makes people feel better. take care.

[Thunder Bow]

You yourself and the Cat to live for, and don't feel guilty about it.

[layla11]

Come here and meet people you don't have to be lonely. You can find a lot of support here and at your own pace. Take care. Let us know how your doing.

[Skywoulf]

Originally Posted by jchryl

feeling empty for the last couple of days. i want to be alone but don't want to be alone at the same time. i actually deleted all my contacts on my phone but wants to talk to somebody. tried to do some yard work yesterday for 3 hours and watch sherlock all night but it didn't help. there's nothing left for me to go on. the cat keeps me company all day, at least she knows when i don't feel good. it seems that everyone have something to live for except me. no family, no friends, no work, no money... just the cat and me (and she's not even mine).

I am a lot like you, and a few days ago I was in a really bad place. that having been said, I found "Here" I am not looking to make a million friends on here (in face I didn't even know this was a social site until today) but I have talked to a LOT of people here. in PM, in posting to fourms,and the account messages I sometimes get. am I still lonely? yes, but it is not as crushing as it was simply because there are a lot of good folks here who know what it is like to have those same three issues. after I talked to some of them I felt much better, I even got "Stable" so I encourage you to talk too, you will feel better too.

[avlady]

I learned this is a great solace place to be able to express myself and get some answers and support for my problems and make friends. These are amazing people on this site and am thankful i found it!!!

[SadGingyPandy]

I can relate hence why I have joined as well. I have the urge to disappear and never look back, but I'm yearning for someone to reach out to me and show they care. I'm building up a lot of anger and hurt.

Feel free to PM me anytime you feel like talking. I try to log on a few times a day to check in.

Many hugs.

[IndieVisible]

There are many here who feel or have felt the same as you. Here you are not alone, and can engage to whatever level you want to and back off when you want to without hurting any one's feelings or changing anyone's opinion of you!

Welcome to the forum!