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Old Oct 25, 2013, 01:16 PM
ImReady757 ImReady757 is offline
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I'm so sick of feeling like this!!!! One second I'm fine, the next im covered in tears. My emotions swing from one extreme to another. I came to work feeling content within 2 hours I went through sadness, panic, fear, and became agitated. By the end of the day I'm normally between cowering & hiding in my room or extremely agitated and angry. If it weren't for my superior acting skills my co-workers would know.

And no..my job is not bad. Im a part time temp employee. I work M,W,F and half the time i'm at work I'm not working because they don't have anything for me to do. Hence another reason for me to worry...since they don't have enough for me 9 times out of 10 I won't be getting hired here.

I feel like I'm a chameleon navigating through my environment blending in wherever I go. I don't want to feel like that anymore..I want the freedom to display my feelings without the concern of what others are thinking, but I know that can't and won't be. I'm so tired of everything...
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 02:15 PM
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First question, are you seeing psychiatrist? If not, I suggest you see one. Second question, how long have you felt like this? Third question, are you taking any medications?

I know that hiding your feelings are tough. I deal with it everyday. Not to the exent you do from the way it sounds, but I'm on meds that only working a little. Take care yourself and getting enough sleep would be helpful.
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 03:54 PM
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No..not yet.....All of my life...and no.

I had an appointment to see one but I missed it because I got lost. Long story short it ended in me having a panic attack and calling to reschedule. I've seen a psychiatrist before, but because I don't have health insurance I can't get on a solid schedule to see one.

I've always had depression, anxiety and all the other good stuff that comes with it but its never effected me to this extent. I'm failing all of my classes, can barely manage to keep up with everyday life, I forget everything, cant concentrate (its taken me 30 minutes to write this so far) or focus on one time at a time..uggh..

Enough of my rambling...thanks for listening..reading
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Old Oct 25, 2013, 10:02 PM
AFRAID IN TENNESEE AFRAID IN TENNESEE is offline
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what insurances do the offer in state?
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