I need to let it out

I'm sorry if this is in the wrong forum. I have been obsessed with my friend. I feel slightly bad because in the past I've commented on most of his statuses. I am making progress but it's slow. I do appreciate my friends. I have a fear of losing friends. I get nervous when I talk to my friends. I also worry that they will think I'm boring. I have been hurt a lot because of jealously. I keep telling myself that I have lots of good friends but I don't know why I still concentrate on one person. The crush feeling has gone and I have realised that I was obsessed with him. I'm a bit afraid of posting this thread.

It was brave of you to post x
So don't feel bad. Although I can't relate
Or give advice am sure plenty of people here can help or relate x
Good luck xx

Hi Missy, Most behavior is on a continuum and its intensity can change over our lifespan, so I'd ask you not to be so hard on yourself. You've shown insight into your own behavior. That's a good thing. You are not boring, not in the least! You're interesting, creative and intelligent--all wonderful qualities.

Thank you everyone. I'm happy to know that I'm not boring. I appreciate everything. I will try to not be harsh on myself.

Hi dear ((((( Missy )))))) and NO, you most def def are not boring! We don't have to reply, the fact we have shows you that we are telling it as it is!!

HUGZZ and lots of LOVES, as ever. XXXXXXXXXXXXX

It's courageous of you to even post about it! Let your feelings out I've felt this exact same way before. I say go for it -- you're young and you only live once. Just prepare yourself for rejection (it happens to EVERYONE) and have fun!

Thank you I appreciate your comment. One person said I should speak more and another person who used to be my friend said "you're not very talkactive". That's why I think I'm boring or I worry about myself. Thank you for your love and hugs

Thank you for your reply. I will try my best