[sto04084071]

hi all this my first post and I hope that I'm not a alone here as I feel a drift in life, dew to the fact that I 27 and wanted to work in TV and Film since I was 16 and have been trying to get into it since then.

But not having much luck getting into it dew to experience ,even thought I have a job. That I still do i want to move on, Also recently I been having feelings for an actress for some time now and want to send them a fan letter.

As I know we all human we all can love the only thing is that I'm 11 older then her as she about 16 going on 17 this year and I aware that is an issue, hens my reason of also feeling adrift as I feel that I was born too early and have lost, almost all hope to try to express my feeling's.

granted in a non stalker way be to at lest be friends with them and go from there. Thing like there no age in love give me hope and I willing to wait, at this point I just want a point of contact is all and get to know one another at this point.

Most are are going think I'm a monster or something else, that or crazy. But bear this in mind we all human, anything can happen and we should do thing that make us happy.

Lastly I have aspergers and dyslexia so please bear that in mind as well, I don't want negative.

[kaliope]

well you should never give up on your dreams, but you also need to come up with other things that are going to make you happy in the meantime. A job that is going to bring you fulfillment and activities that will bring joy to your life. there is nothing wrong with sending this actress a fan letter as long as it is appropriate. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome

[damage_case1987]

Love and hate are two of the most strongest emotions. Love someone when they are close to you and you know them inside out. Same goes with hate.

So being a distant admirer and having hots for someone who might not even be in the same state as you is a dangerous ground to step on.

[sto04084071]

I know, but I like to see thing that where all human, regardless of what one dose where human and I want to at least try.