[Idontknow88]

Maybe I don't know how to work the forums correctly or maybe I'm just not all that good with connecting with people even online but a lot of people told me that I should find people who listen and care on this site and I couldn't seem to find in real life situations but I haven't. No one finds my words of any comfort and when I post, no one feels moved enough to share back with me. I am truly alone in this awful world. For better yet, this awful room on this awful couch that I'm confound to. I'm not always so pessimistic but it's hard not to be when I can't fit in with people feel like they don't fit in. This is not the place for me afterall.

You only have thirteen posts. I think you should give it a while longer

[Fiona Alianor]

I'm sorry you feel this way. As George said, maybe give it a while longer. It's true some posts don't get much attention, and that is disappointing. I've had that happen. But if you post more, I think you'll start to feel that you are part of the community.

[Frankbtl]

Hi Idontknow, I'm really sorry you're feeling like that
But just like the others have said, try to give us a bit longer, hey??
I'm guessing that it was a really big thing for you to start posting, and you probably had a lot of mixed feelings about it.......fear, anxiety, hope........and it must have taken a lot of courage. So I completely get how "let down", disillusioned, maybe "rejected" and feeling devalued you might feel when you haven't had as much response as you'd have hoped but that honestly doesn't mean that people haven't listened, haven't cared. Please don't take the lack of responses personally.
It just may take a bit more time for more people to get to know you, to notice, and to really show you that they've listened/they're listening and that they've cared/they care.
But you........you have been doing amazing, you have been bridging that gap, you have been reaching out. So please don't stop, it has been a massive step. And in time you can be talking to a lot more listening and caring people on here, you're not alone.
Just stick with us, hey???

Alison

[Keyslost]

I get nervous if I see something that I don't have much/any info about so I don't post. I also just learned the hug and thanks button so I can still do those But that might be why they don't say anything. They don't want to say the wrong thing or misinform. Try reposting or msg me if you want to I'll give it my best shot.

[halflight]

I am really down and know how it is to lose everyone by driving them away, and losing everything that was my private pocessions, and I even gave up and lost my dignity and self esteem. I am also queer, and spent most of my curious young healthy brain to be alert, and learnd as much as I could on how to not conform to the idea of what standards to abide to and stay clear of any subordinance I am expected to submut to because of my gender and its role in our culture.