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Nov 14, 2015, 12:32 AM
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So I went for the follow up tests on Thursday, all by my lonesome.... Why? I don't know, I didn't want to go because I was scared and I couldn't tell anybody because then I'm negative 'again'! The oncologist asked me why I didn't say anything after he told me what they found and that I must start with chemo again ASAP! Nothing I say or think will change what he told me, will it?
It feels like I'm being punished and I can't help thinking what did I do to derserve this "drama/crap" in my life! Then I think what my husband pastor asked me a while back "if you don't want it to happen to you, who do you want it to happen to?" In one of my threads I asked "what's next?". I suppose I got my answer... My "people" don't know what the dr said, I told them everything is "fine"! I don't want them to suddenly change their attitude and feel sorry for me... I'm not allowed to show my emotions around my husband/family and all that I do when I'm alone is cry! Can I have some (((hugs))) please? Thank you  :
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Nov 14, 2015, 01:19 AM
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Nov 14, 2015, 09:29 AM
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Nov 14, 2015, 09:37 AM
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Nov 14, 2015, 01:05 PM
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I am sorry you are going through this. doesn't sound like fun!!! i pray and hope you can get through this. it takes alot of courage and strength. good luck
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Nov 14, 2015, 07:13 PM
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Boy, you don't need a guilt trip . Nobody wants all this. We want to be happy, well and free. We would of course love it if others were too. But oh my goodness I don't like what was said. I had ITP a scary blood disorder and had to go through chemo three times, have surgery and transfusions . Fortunately my blood work is good now but the emotional suffering I go through scares me too. Things happen , to the good and to the not so great. No punishment it is just a fallen world and there are sicknesses in it. Hope you improve and do well.
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Nov 15, 2015, 03:41 PM
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Nov 15, 2015, 04:03 PM
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Oh gosh. I guess I'm missing some background. I'm so very sorry you can't share your health, worry, and pain with your loved ones
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Nov 16, 2015, 03:51 PM
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This makes me kind of angry. I want to have a talk with your husband! He can be glad that we don't live on the same continent. I want to have a discussion on the topic "Why God loves all people"
Seriously, NONE of this is your fault. Sickness isn't punishment. Love and hugs to you. |
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Nov 18, 2015, 04:56 AM
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