need to pull myself together, need to stop feeling emotions
i already know what i gotta do in life, gotta be successful and perfect, it´d just be a hell lot easier if i had an empty vacant mind
Cause i´m stressed and scared and honestly i wanna quit, i´m too tired, i pray to God that he´ll end my time on this earth, i don´t even believe in god so maybe i should take matters into my own hans
no,
i can´t do that, i gotta be there for my family, it´s not an option yet

all i´m saying is it´d be a lot easier if i didn´t have a brain, think i´m gonna pretend i´ma robot like before or listen to a lot of bimbo hypnosis
bimbos are sexy and fun and happy and simple minded and they don´t have worries,
near goal future

finish that essay
seduce S
Clean room
Work on examination project
Pay library thing
Get S back
Lose weight
STOP BEING LAZY

Phew
i feel better
i have no one to talk to lmao so pathetic

[~Christina]

Glad your venting helped

[WoundedGirl]

You are not pathetic. Those are called human emotions and you get to have them. Lol. Hang in there sweetie. ItvWILL get better!!