whatever not important just blah

need to pull myself together, need to stop feeling emotions
i already know what i gotta do in life, gotta be successful and perfect, it´d just be a hell lot easier if i had an empty vacant mind
Cause i´m stressed and scared and honestly i wanna quit, i´m too tired, i pray to God that he´ll end my time on this earth, i don´t even believe in god so maybe i should take matters into my own hans
no,
i can´t do that, i gotta be there for my family, it´s not an option yet

all i´m saying is it´d be a lot easier if i didn´t have a brain, think i´m gonna pretend i´ma robot like before or listen to a lot of bimbo hypnosis
bimbos are sexy and fun and happy and simple minded and they don´t have worries,
near goal future

finish that essay
seduce S
Clean room
Work on examination project
Pay library thing
Get S back
Lose weight
STOP BEING LAZY

Phew
i feel better
i have no one to talk to lmao so pathetic

Glad your venting helped

You are not pathetic. Those are called human emotions and you get to have them. Lol. Hang in there sweetie. ItvWILL get better!!