How are you coping today? #2 1/2

Doing better. I took a moment and explained to my mom about my eating disorder and how her behavior/ attitude is kind of setting me off and that I dont mean to be irritable with her and that I dont mean to direct it towards her. I have anxiety when I dont know when meal times will be and when I ask her and she ignores me and I keep asking her and she treats it like a joke and dismisses me, it makes me more anxious. And I just need to know so I can manage my disorder. So anyways, I think that helped her understand I'm not trying to be controlling about mealtimes, I just need to know for my anxiety.

my christmas day wasn't anything to really write home about.

I was alone for all of it, I didn't get what I wanted (which was a given even before the day had started, I just didn't want to admit it), plus: my turkey dinner was less than average

I am still feeling depressed today though, despite taking down the christmas tree. I don't know why it's such a big thing for me... when I take down the tree I get so emotional

plus side to christmas is that I wasn't in much pain

sat quite comfortably in my chair yesterday watching the muppet christmas carol

I did what I could given the level of pain I was in

I feel horrible because I'm losing all of my online friend.

I was lonely today but I coped ok....no choice but to take each day as it comes
and get through it...….it hurts though cos I had this medium email me about 9 times in the last ten days.
Each one of her emails says I need to have her perform a ritual for me to find low and make a lot of money and have a
happy future, if I don't pay her thirty pounds to perform this ritual she says I will be on a path of bad fortune, struggle and doom and
extreme poverty. I am furious she is trying to scare me into paying her money. I put up with 9 emails saying this same thing in different manipulative ways telling me we have a psychic connection and she is in touch with my helpers in the spirit world blah blah blah and I am so angry I unsubscribed from her emails.
Isn't it a cheek she must send the same emails to about a thousand people but she tries to make them sound personalised.
It is like she is saying pay me and Ill cast a spell to bring you good fortune don't pay me and I'll curse you.

I wouldn't pay her anyway, I do think spells and rituals work but I believe in God and he tells us not to mess with those things and I don't think it's safe and I think it is devils work.

I am coping okay. I have had a bit of generalised anxiety but overall okay.

I feel really horrible for a month I been having really bad day lately. I can't seem to do anything right. I been getting chewed out and gang up on a lot lately.

I put on a brave face and acted like I was ok today,truth was I felt lousy,afraid ,anxious for the future and worried about what'ts to come.I was also lonely,wanted companionship and positive attention.

I feel really horrible and hurt.

Hello
I just got back from 6 hours of intravenous infusion. I am ok. No issues today.
I go again Thursday ten the following Thursday and the it slows down for awhile.
Doing good.

To All,
Some of you are sad and some not. I wish us all a better year ahead.
Happy New Year to All!

Not coping. Im furious at my husband for continuing to lecture me on losing weight. (see my new thread)

I am demotivated today...….very depressed....unhappy....anxious....and worried!

I just ate to deal with my emotions. I feel so much better. It was healthy Mexican. I guess as healthy as you can get for that kind of food. I'm getting ready to meditate and then go to sleep.

I think I coped alright....I always see myself as clueless and out of touch with streetwise knowledge,
in my youth I was regarded as retarded cos I was asexual and not proactive to make it with the opposite sex or to forward myself career wise.
I just think I wasn't aware or clued up.Now I don't care how astute or clever or advanced I am back then it mattered a lot,I was always feeling like I was missing out due to
my lack of astuteness.I guess I cope ok for a middle aged disabled woman whose lost her looks.

It was a full on day but I coped okay - I am so tired and need to sleep now.

The day started off well but this afternoon I feel sad, lonely and lost. I don't know what to do with myself. My sister L is supposed to call. I want to go back to bed but I'm afraid I'll miss her call. I think I would feel better if I got more sleep.

I did not cope,I hibernated,slept all day.I am sensitive to the chaos going on in the world,I am grieving the deaths of people and their destruction and that of wildlife in Australia.No one seems to care I am in a lot of pain over it.I am hurting.

Horrible. My sister and her friend was so rude to me today.

Maybe I could've coped better today but I've tolerated so much that honestly I think I'm excused. I can't be so patient anymore around the same s**t all the time.