How are you coping today? #2 1/2

Another day of working 10 hours. I'm going to just keep working as hard as possible until the inevitable happens. Working hard is going to be how I'll deal.

I got through the day but I am not happy,I am weary,I want to visit relatives abroad but haven't the funds to do so.It's been like this,short of funds for the last 30 years.I am miserable about it....I so wish I could have a windfall on the lottery and win enough for a holiday.

Very good since yesterday. Prior to that been feeling like I'm going to have a mental breakdown or panic attacks.

I'm trying to cope better this morning. Last night was difficult. I watched TikTok for a while and it made me laugh. It also put a silly song in my head.

shower = pain, pain =low mood

best part of today though: I am having mcdonalds for dinner. can't wait.

mcdonalds is soooo tasty!

I am coping ok. Things could be a lot worse & they aren't, so I am very glad about that.

Mania's back in full effect and that makes it harder for me to think clearly. My T was not kind today, nor particularly helpful. I will survive.

I'm not coping too well today with my emotions. Like I feel numb with all going on ...honestly I'm scared ...I'm not in a crisis. I know what to do in case I am....PC and my friends here are a Huge help ....thank You

I feel tired and weak this morning. Emotionally I am worried. I'm not sure why I feel so bad. I need to go back to bed. That's how I will cope.

Well enough ......

So far so good. I ended up doing better yesterday, so maybe again today.

I am so freaking done with this pandemic. It seems like there's no point in doing anything.

I feel this too ♥️

My anxiety is up again and I coped with it by cleaning. Not sure how healthy that is but hey ho.

I am feeling anxious about the pandemic too.

I’m coping really well today. I haven’t looked at the news at all except I saw that a couple notable people had died. But that was all I saw. This is the first time I haven’t checked the CDC website in weeks. Definite improvement.

Still not coping well...I feel so bad about people suffering and passing from this pandemic...I'm worried about the people in florida now dealing with virus and hurricane ....it seems hard to enjoy life right now when so many are hurting ....
I'm Thankful for PC and my friends here for helping me cope
( Sorry I hope I didn't write too much ...just needed to share what in my heart and mind thanks for letting me get this out and stay safe everyone ok ...

Coping okay. No descending into hopelessness recently and basically just keeping my mind empty as possible - unless it's something interesting.

I'm doing ok. I m working, sleeping well, and taking care of myself. Life is ok for now.

I have spent most of the day catching up on tv shows. not really ther most productive, but I suppose it was nice to relax and watch some of my favorite things

in fibro pain too. today's one of those days where it's gradually getting worse as the day goes on. I hate those days, and would rather it constantly be at the same level from the beginning (at least I then know the worst to expect)

Better, I have plans in place. We're going to go to the dollar store soon and buy me cheaters to help read the computer screen when working, and hit the grocery store with me for the first time since my hospitalization five months ago. Big day.

I'm not coping well. I'm trying but the sad movie I watched didn't help. I was in tears.

I’m still coping fine. Still stable. I haven’t been stable for 3 days in a row for weeks. I’m anticipating getting to the gas station tomorrow since something is getting released. It’s making me a bit antsy but overall I’m fine.

In spite of everything, I am doing fine. I think I cope best by using the CBT skills that I was taught. When I get reminded of them (by my subconscious?)!

I am in pain.

yesterday I was in pain all day (and double the pain at night)

and today I am in pain too. it's improved, but not really enough to allow for much movement or activity. I suppose I have nothing to do, and while that would usually be a bad thing, today it's okay

Doing okay. Some sad feelings about people I know going through hard times but normal sad.

Got a sweet message from a PC friend which lifted my heart.