Harsh comments

I don’t know where to put this. I chose this forum because what I’m gonna say leads me to feel sadness and frustration.

Secondly, I know physics is not the most relevant part but this issue is important for me. It makes me feel sad and frustrated. Not how I look like, I’m get used to, it’s more about the comments. What I am said. It makes me feel as weird and very low.

I’m physically ugly. I have an average body but my face is ugly. More than ugly, I have a weird face, especially my profile. I don’t see anything suits my face: Sunglasses, hairstyle, hat or cap...whatever. My hair is curly and is dry. I try to do the best but I’m not very skilful grooming it either.
I have been putting up all my life with comments by my close people such as: Oh, what hairstyle! Why you don’t comb you out. Why you never comb you out? (This last was on my niece’s part. She’s a little 6-y-o lovely kid. So, she’s spontaneous and she’s not still aware whether a comment could be harsh or blunt), others ask me for going to the hairdresser’s to have a new hair style made.

I think ok, you are all right, but, no matter what hairstyle I might have, it won’t be better. This is how I am. What the bleep can I do? I can’t change my facial traits. what happen to people? what do they want from me? Why I have to be recalled my physical faults. I can’t do many to better it and I make efforts I swear.

It’s so frustrating.