Anger

It's kind of a cycle isn't it?...not being able to get close, because of anger, then feeling anger for missing out. You know fear does not equal respect?

Yeah. I've got nothing. The only thing in my life I can't deal with

Believing that everyone is your enemy is a false belief. Sure, we may acquire a few enemies in life, but not all are enemies. Not all are out to get you. Be realistic with yourself about who your true enemies are - look at the concrete evidence in front of you. And if there is no evidence, there is no enemy.

I understand the frustration. My family just do not care about me, i have one sister that talks to me, no one else bothers. I have 5 brothers and sisters. I usually have to make the first move. Loveless family are a dime a dozen in these times. Just stay strong and work on success in relationships. Its not good to do things alone, you have a family and as we have families, we should invest in them.

Just had a week off and I feel free again. I've been disconnected from reality for the last 7 days and I've been doing whatever I wanted to. The result is that I feel great. !