[black-roses]

I have written in other posts about how I was in floristry we'll it ended up being a safety concern for me that I needed extra supervision and they would only let me stay in the course if I had a carer. My self esteem is shattered, I feel so useless not being able to finish a course on my own has really filled me up with an overwhelming fear, that I won't ever be able to work or have a family and kids. I just can't live with myself I feel so guilty even though it wasnt my fault no Psychiatrist took me serious and got me a counsellor. People ask me if I have a counsellor in my other threads no I don't and if I did it was because I went out on a limb and googled and asked my GP for a counsellor. Out of all my 'professionals' my GP was the only one who cared when I was unbareably depressed he was the only one who listened and put me back on Pristiq. Pristiq saved my life but I'm laying here wondering if being alive is worthwhile if I can't even finish a 8month course. I'm sick of being ignored and being thrown labels at me and just left alone. To Rockingham Mental Health I want them to know how much of useless dogs they are and thank you for nothing. I had to say I lived with my sister for alma street in Fremantle to take over my care because I swear if they don't I don't know what I'll do. I'm sick of living like this I feel like a useless parasite on this planet.

[MickeyCheeky]

So Sorry for what you're going through! Please do not give up! i don't think you're a useless person. Completing courses can be difficult especially if one is already struggling with other things. Please be kinder to yourself. Can i ask you why you are not currently seeing a counselor? i think that may Help a bit. Of course the decision to see one is yours. Please do try to consider it at least. i Hope things will improve soon for everyone and that you will see yourself ina better way. Many Hugs. Stay Safe. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @black-roses, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!

[black-roses]

Hey, as for the counselling I mentioned to my GP a few months ago and he said I'd have to apply to get more free Medicare sessions. I used up my first ten last year so I have to make a new mental health plan. I have been so busy with Tafe I completely forgotten about counselling. Plus I have an appt with alma street my new mental health service so I'll just mention that to them on the 30th of this month.

[black-roses]

I used up all my free Medicare sessions on counselling last year and I wanted more so I mentioned it to my GP but he said he'd have to make a new mental health plan. I've been distracted with other things so I forgotten to go back to ask him to make that mental health plan. It will be fine I'm going to see Alma street my new mental health service and I will talk to them about counselling.