[JayS]

I don't get it, why am I around? I try to help other people but I can't seem to help myself. I always feel like I'm nothing but a worthless piece of nothing! No one wants me around and I can't keep any friends cause I end up pushing them away. I can't live like this anymore.

((jay))) im sorry your hurting so much
Do you have a Dr. or T
no one is worthless
everyone matters including you
remember deression is speaking then.
how about family you can talk too?

[JayS]

Originally Posted by muffy

((jay))) im sorry your hurting so much
Do you have a Dr. or T
no one is worthless
everyone matters including you
remember deression is speaking then.
how about family you can talk too?

Thank you..... No, I do not have a T, I'm working up the nerve to get one though.
And I have no family, I'm alone and have been for some time. No one would want to listen anyway.

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by JayS

...I can't seem to help myself...
...I can't keep any friends cause I end up pushing them away...

Jay, what you say seems familiar. Feel free to ignore the following nosy questions:

Have you tried to help yourself and not been successful, OR have you not found a way or the focus/energy to help yourself?

So...you can make friends, yes? You feel you "push them away." What do you mean?

[gimmeice]

((((((((((((( JayS ))))))))))))))))))))
Sending you some hugs

[JayS]

Originally Posted by Rohag

Jay, what you say seems familiar. Feel free to ignore the following nosy questions:

Have you tried to help yourself and not been successful, OR have you not found a way or the focus/energy to help yourself?

So...you can make friends, yes? You feel you "push them away." What do you mean?

Rohag,

It's a bit of both of what you said.... I know I need and want the help but I'm afraid of what will happen if I do get a T, and the other problem is I've never in my life been able to stay focused on something for longer then a minute. Even writing this, I find myself more interested in that stupid pen that's just sitting on my desk.

As for friends, I can make them but I always twist what they say to make something a big problem and they never want to talk to me again, that's how I push them away. But I can't stop doing it, it just happens and by the time I realize it... it's to late.

Originally Posted by JayS

Rohag,

It's a bit of both of what you said.... I know I need and want the help but I'm afraid of what will happen if I do get a T, and the other problem is I've never in my life been able to stay focused on something for longer then a minute.

As for friends, I can make them but I always twist what they say to make something a big problem and they never want to talk to me again, that's how I push them away. But I can't stop doing it, it just happens and by the time I realize it... it's to late.

((Jay))) first handing you some nerve to get a T you can do it
Also wondering were you ever checked for ADD? or Asperger? just a thought.
Depression does that too. As im not a Dr lolol sorry
the not staying focused and friend thing made me think of those two
you are worth friends and a T.
((you matter)))))))))))))))))))
keep talking to all of us here

[JayS]

Originally Posted by muffy

((Jay))) first handing you some nerve to get a T you can do it
Also wondering were you ever checked for ADD? or Asperger? just a thought.
Depression does that too. As im not a Dr lolol sorry
the not staying focused and friend thing made me think of those two
you are worth friends and a T.
((you matter)))))))))))))))))))
keep talking to all of us here

muffy,

Thank you for the "nerve" Just need to learn how to use it.

And I've never been checked for that ADD thing. All I know is I was in special education all my life cause they thought I was dumb, but I know I wasn't, it's just I wasn't interested in anything.

I'm sure I don't have Asperger.

Originally Posted by JayS

muffy,

Thank you for the "nerve" Just need to learn how to use it.

And I've never been checked for that ADD thing. All I know is I was in special education all my life cause they thought I was dumb, but I know I wasn't, it's just I wasn't interested in anything.

I'm sure I don't have Asperger.

((Jay))) You take the nerve pick up the phone tomorrow
call Your Dr. If you can.
you my friend are not dumb. .....
Its odd how they can not get kids attention so they have you feel that way. Trust me you are not ............
Some of the smartest ppl in the world other ppl thought they were dumb.
your right you just were not interested. Prolly could be because you already knew it. Or they just had not caught your inner spirit.
to many kids are let go between the cracks.
waving my magic wand for you
so tomorrow you will have the nerve.

[Rohag]

Hello again!

Thank you for answering my nosy questions. It's sad and frustrating that no one saw through to the real you and that, so far, people haven't been able to see beyond your poor reserves of focus. I wish you a friend who can.

These are definitely the kinds of things you should tell a T. (Muffy's nerve is good nerve... )

In the meantime, feel free to tell your story and share your thoughts here!

[JayS]

Originally Posted by muffy

((Jay))) You take the nerve pick up the phone tomorrow
call Your Dr. If you can.
you my friend are not dumb. .....
Its odd how they can not get kids attention so they have you feel that way. Trust me you are not ............
Some of the smartest ppl in the world other ppl thought they were dumb.
your right you just were not interested. Prolly could be because you already knew it. Or they just had not caught your inner spirit.
to many kids are let go between the cracks.
waving my magic wand for you
so tomorrow you will have the nerve.

Originally Posted by Rohag

Hello again!

Thank you for answering my nosy questions. It's sad and frustrating that no one saw through to the real you and that, so far, people haven't been able to see beyond your poor reserves of focus. I wish you a friend who can.

These are definitely the kinds of things you should tell a T. (Muffy's nerve is good nerve... )

In the meantime, feel free to tell your story and share your thoughts here!

I'm not smart, but I know I wasn't dumb either.

And I'll never have any real friends because no one ever understands me.

[Pomegranate]

Hi Jay I hope you give PC and the people here a chance. I've found some great friends here. And it helps me in real life. It's good practice for IRL. Keep posting and participating. People here will be supportive and it sounds like some of us understand you, do feel that? I sure felt like you understood me in another post, and I thank you for that.

[JayS]

Originally Posted by Pomegranate

Hi Jay I hope you give PC and the people here a chance. I've found some great friends here. And it helps me in real life. It's good practice for IRL. Keep posting and participating. People here will be supportive and it sounds like some of us understand you, do feel that? I sure felt like you understood me in another post, and I thank you for that.

Hi Pomegranate,

Thank you, I like PC so far and there is good people here. And I did understand you