[idontknow13]

Here today is a beautiful day weatherwise and I am sitting in front of my computer feeling depressed.
Where have the days gone when I would leap out of bed and feel so much joy at the sight of a beautiful day???? Why all the emptiness I feel??? Why all the fear???? Why all the sadness???? Why all the loneliness?????
Outside my window I see trees which I used to love, used to love the smells, the colors....where did it all go???

[scotlandskye]

(((((idontknow))))

[depressedalaskan]

really?????????? I feel the same.

(((((idontknow))))

[turquoisesea]

I'm sorry

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((idontknow))))

I wish I had some wonderful words to say that would lift you up and brighten your day. I do understand how you feel. But things will get better and the sadness will lift. Just take one day and one moment at a time. Keep reaching out and sharing what you feel. We do care and are listening. I know sometimes it is hard to find the words to say. It is hard to find any light. It is hard to see what we used to be able to see--but it is never gone--just hidden behind the cloud of depression.

I wish I could carry the sadness for you and give you a break so you could see the beauty once again. Know I am here and listening and understand. Remember that depression lies to us and tells us things can't get better. Just remember to breath slowly in and out. And know you have friends here that are walking with you through this time. I know fear and sadness--they are real--and they seem so close. Keep your head up--do something kind for yourself. And most of all keep reaching--we do care.

dps