I can't say it on here, but right now I'm so sad & discouraged I want to ***. I feel like my future is hopeless. I think only 2 people even care.

[darkpurplesecrets]

(((((SWA LUV))))

We are here and we are listening. You are not alone and we do care very much. I do understand what you are trying to say, but it can get better. You took the first step by reachng out and letting us know where you are. We are here to walk beside you to find that light and hope that you have lost.

Know that I will give you my hope until you can find yours to hold onto. I am sorry you are feeling this way. I know what it is like to feel hopeless, and that no one cares except a couple people. But we are here for you and willing to be whatever you need.

I sit here quietly beside you reaching out my hand................................................................................for you to grab ahold of whenever you can. Know that you are NOT alone. Keep reachng and posting. Keep talking and letting us know how you are feeling. We are here for one another and care so much. Please feel free to pm me if you need or want to talk.

dps

[Naturefreak]

(((Swa Luv)))

I don't know what two people you are talking about but I'm sure
there are many people here that care about you .
I don't know you that well , but I'm willing to listen to anyone
here and try to support them as best I can.
I felt the same way yesterday , and today is better.
Maybe tomorrow I will want to die also. Hard to say.
But we can't let our illness defeat us. Be strong , and try
your best to look at the good things in your life . I'm sure
there's at least one. I don't know what else to say right now.
Just be good to yourself , you are worth it .
Take care

Originally Posted by darkpurplesecrets

(((((SWA LUV))))

We are here and we are listening. You are not alone and we do care very much. I do understand what you are trying to say, but it can get better. You took the first step by reachng out and letting us know where you are. We are here to walk beside you to find that light and hope that you have lost.

Know that I will give you my hope until you can find yours to hold onto. I am sorry you are feeling this way. I know what it is like to feel hopeless, and that no one cares except a couple people. But we are here for you and willing to be whatever you need.

I sit here quietly beside you reaching out my hand................................................................................for you to grab ahold of whenever you can. Know that you are NOT alone. Keep reachng and posting. Keep talking and letting us know how you are feeling. We are here for one another and care so much. Please feel free to pm me if you need or want to talk.

dps

Thank you. I'm doing the same for you.

Originally Posted by Babysteps09

(((Swa Luv)))

I don't know what two people you are talking about but I'm sure
there are many people here that care about you .
I don't know you that well , but I'm willing to listen to anyone
here and try to support them as best I can.
I felt the same way yesterday , and today is better.
Maybe tomorrow I will want to die also. Hard to say.
But we can't let our illness defeat us. Be strong , and try
your best to look at the good things in your life . I'm sure
there's at least one. I don't know what else to say right now.
Just be good to yourself , you are worth it .
Take care

Thank you. Take care.

[Rohag]

SWA LUV!

Thank you for summoning the energy and courage to post. Go a slow as you need to: call someone, post, cry, clean, sleep, eat, read, work, anything. I'm not on PC 24/7, but this is an international site. I think you should be able to get folks who care almost any time here - and there are folks who care. Darkpurplesecrets and Babysteps are two of them, two of the best.

May all the stars shine on you, making the night as day.

Thank you, too, Rohaq! I'm sure I'm not done crying yet. Crying does help. I hope I feel better soon. Thanks again! Take care!

[coachllama]

I care about you

[depressedalaskan]

(((((SWA LUV))))) I am sorry that you are feeling so low. I understand and I have been there. This is your depression trying to win. Know this: by coming here to post you are still fighting your depression and this is great. Don't let it take over your mind we are here to battle depression with you, you are not alone in your fight. If you do feel depression winning please do call someone, a friend, a crisis line, the hospital, 911 these people are also there to help you beat depression. Please keep posting.

If I could be there in person I would be.

Originally Posted by coachllama

I care about you

Thank you, & I care about you, too! Please take care!

Originally Posted by depressedalaskan

(((((SWA LUV))))) I am sorry that you are feeling so low. I understand and I have been there. This is your depression trying to win. Know this: by coming here to post you are still fighting your depression and this is great. Don't let it take over your mind we are here to battle depression with you, you are not alone in your fight. If you do feel depression winning please do call someone, a friend, a crisis line, the hospital, 911 these people are also there to help you beat depression. Please keep posting.

If I could be there in person I would be.

Thank you, too! It helps knowing you & others understand. If I could be there in person, I would be, too! Please take care!

[depressedalaskan]

Think about: I LUV to fly SWA!
Hugs for your day.

Thanks, depressedalaskan! Same to you! Please take care of yourself.

[idontknow13]

((((((swa luv))))

Thank you, idontknow13!

[darkpurplesecrets]

(((((SWA LUV)))))

Still here and thinking of you. Hope you are feeling a little better today. Know we are here right beside you as you walk this path. You are not alone. Sending you many gentle hugs and lots of love and understanding.


dps

Thanks, darkpurplesecrets. I've not felt like I want to *** today, but I still feel very down & sad. I hate telling people, especially my adopted grandma, bye. I know I'll see her & others, but it's still hard. I hope I find work while I'm at school, too. I just wish my future wasn't so hopeless.

Thanks again. With love, SWA LUV

Originally Posted by SWA LUV

I can't say it on here, but right now I'm so sad & discouraged I want to ***. I feel like my future is hopeless. I think only 2 people even care.

I'm sorry you are feeling this way
I think about this all of the time myself.
I to think that no one would miss me or care.
Every day is so hard to deal with. Life sucks.
But I care about you.
I hope you are ok.

Autumn01, I'm sorry you feel the same, too. I feel like no one would care if I were gone, too. Please take care of yourself. I care about you. Thanks.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( SWA LUV )))))))))))))))

Thanks, fuzzybear. How are you?

[depressedalaskan]

((((SWA LUV)))) How are you doing today? I hope these hugs will help.

So far, I'm doing better today, depressedalaskan. How are you? Thanks for asking & for the . That helps!

[depressedalaskan]

Originally Posted by SWA LUV

So far, I'm doing better today, depressedalaskan. How are you? Thanks for asking & for the . That helps!

Glad to hear you are little better. Today has been a little better but I have a long ways togo. Thanks for asking. More hugs for you..

[lost4words]

I feel the same way at times and it hurts to feel this way. I just try and find something to do to get it off my mind. I'm probably not the best person in the world to give advice, seeing is I'm not feeling well myself. But I hope you can pull through whatever it sis that your going through and trust the people that you love and love you, they can help.