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Apr 22, 2005, 03:51 AM
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I didn't want to say anything because I've been doing fairly well for the past 6 months or so.
But I feel like I've been de-stabalizing for the past 2 weeks. I keep thinking of my wrist....and remembering the blood from last time....and imagining watching my blood run out again. I've been bothered with "fantasies" again, too. Fantasies that I could act upon. I haven't had this happen in months. My mind has been pretty quiet. I have gone through, and continue to go through, so much stress right now. It is affecting me in a manner that is not safe. I am not asking for anything with this message. I just needed to release the fact outside of myself that my mind has been malfunctioning again. As you know, I will take care of this myself. But sometimes I wonder if I'll open my eyes and see that I've already slit my wrist. Like I said, I'm just releasing my thoughts. It's good to share. And it was time for me to let you know that I've been slipping a bit lately. Darn! Okay, so back to reading a book. Thanks for listening. I'm glad it's not a secret anymore. Hugs, Sandy
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Apr 22, 2005, 05:28 AM
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hang on sandyweb....sorry i wasn't up when you posted.....i'm thinking of you and will send good vibes all day....xoxo pat
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Apr 22, 2005, 07:19 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((SANDY))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Thinking of you. I am sorry your having a rough time right now. I will also send some good vibes your way today. |
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Apr 22, 2005, 11:15 AM
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((((((((((((((((sANdy)))))))))))))))))))
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Apr 22, 2005, 11:37 AM
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Awwwww........thanks, guys!
It never ceases to amaze me what compassionate people there are on PsychCentral! I've been tossing the idea around in my head to go visit my T.....who I haven't seen in months....but I don't really think that's the answer. I really think the stress is affecting me chemically, and talk-therapy isn't going to re-stabalize me. Maybe I just need to increase my doses for the next few months, until I'm clear of the stress. Thanks again so much for caring!! Hugs, Sandy
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Apr 22, 2005, 06:26 PM
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((((((((((((((sandy))))))))))))))))))
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Apr 22, 2005, 06:45 PM
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Sandy, good for you that you see you are in a scarey place. I am impressed that you can reach out with that. I hope you are well and can reach to your doc re: meds. Season's change affect me a lot and I still don't know why, just that it is. Peace in your heart.
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