On a downward spiral...

I hate this, can't do my homework, can't focus, i feel like i'm going to flunk out of college for the second time, like there's no hope at the end of the tunnel...and i was so excited for college this time too...why in the world do i feel this way...screw feeling...why am i thinking this way? why am i posting this...i'm so angry, feel so messed up inside, i hate this...i'm trying so hard

Few things are more depressing than to have your efforts go unrewarded.

I can feel the tremendous strain and sorrow in your words, N2euphoria. May some rays of happiness and relieving insight break through soon.

I can relate to the frustrations of screwing up in school, particularly college. There were times I came close to failing classes and I had a friend who still hasn't made it through university yet, after six years. I think any efforts you make to keep pushing yourself and stick with it are quite positive! It takes courage, strength and determination to even keep bringing yourself back, so I say good job! Let us know how you're doing.

(((((((((((n2euforia))))))))))) don''t feel bad about venting here. This is a safe place to do it.