[wickedwings]

Ever since I started on my current treatment, I've been doing really well. I am really happy, too. But I have this issue that I'm not sure what to do about. I don't get anything done. I'm like lazy. Hehehe. I don't feel depressed. I've been trying to exercise by using the Wii Fit and then crashing afterward. The last I used it was last Friday and using it really crippled me with so much soreness all over. My hip still has not recovered from that. I need to clean the house, but my body gets too sore. I have a ton of projects to finish. I just don't get to doing them.

Sure, I don't just sit there and do nothing. I do things, but I don't do what I'm supposed to be doing. I tried reversing psychology, or even "kicking my ***." What I end up doing is coming into the computer and going to the Quitnet chatroom (a smoking-cessation support group) and chat. I can't get into group conversations in the real world because I'm deaf, so chatrooms work for me.

Am I being lackadaisal and lazy? Docs think I just have arthritis. I'm only 37 and it's not in my family history. It's not just joints that hurt, it's the muscles. I am a medical mystery, for sure. I really stump docs. Hehe. I'm not into being a hypochondriac. I want to bust out and zip around.

Eh, whatever..... LOL.

wickedwings sounds like you are overwhemled ..can you make a list and do one thing at a time
sounds like you may to take it slow as if you are in pain ease off on your body some if you can .
arthritis i have heard can be very painful
tc of you kind one

[Naturefreak]

Wickedwings
Call it lazy , lackadaisical or whatever . Stop beating yourself up.
Sounds like you're handling it pretty well . The housework will get done . You'll get around to it . Lots of people are deaf and lots of people have arthritis . Muffy has very painful arthritis and she still manages to keep going. You are not alone .
Thanks for posting and let us know how you make out .
At least you're really happy and doing really well .
That's a wonderful thing ......Keep on fighting the fight and I hope you'll be zipping around soon. Take care

[Rhiannonsmoon]

..............This is me when I get OUT of bed in the morning..........You can't beat yourself up without beating me up, and don't you dare beat me up

[Michah]

Wckedwings,

You are not lazy.....nor are you lackadaisical......please get your hormones checked......the pain you describe is exactly what I suffer from......some days it can be debilitating and I can barely walk.......

Take good care sweet......please no more kicking your own "you know what". Go to your doc and get a physical......just to rule out any physicality to your symptoms.

In stillness,

Michah

[wickedwings]

Thanks a bunch for your sweet advice. I've had tests of all sorts. The docs don't find anything wrong with me. Must be something that is hard to diagnose. I live with it and manage as best as I can. It's all I can do and I'm OK with that. I just didn't want to leave a stone unturned.