down, way down...

oh, just forget about it....I took it all out.

((Tryingtobeme))
So sorry you are struggling and feeling so down.
I wish there was something I could do to help.

(((((((tryingtobeme))))))))))

I care.

I'm so sorry you are so down. I would be very interested in what you chose to delete. I hope you change your mind and post again.
You matter!!!

I just need to put some words down. non of this will make sense as it is just me rambeling.

I feel really down, depressed, exhausted, wish I was suicidal but the meds they have me one protect me from going down that path.

I feel so alone and not wanted. I can't seem to do anything right for my hsuband or my life. They good thing I have is my boy. Even that is getting me down, just because I don't have the engery to be with him.

He deserves so much better than what I feel I can give him right now and all he wants is me.

My faith is gone, well what little faith I was growing towards. IDK, I guess I don't have any more ramblings

Thank you for posting that. I am sorry you feel this way. Depression is awful and makes you feel so badly about yourself.

Do you have a T? I hope so.

Try and not be so hard on yourself and stop believing the lies depression tells you. It is NOT your fault that you are depressed and NOT your fault that depression keeps you from doing what you really want to do and be.

Hang in there.
Take Care

(((((trying to be me)))))) depression has a tendency to build a wall between me and God, I find. I suspect in your case, your faith is not dead, but is dormant while depression dulls your spiritual senses. Just like it can leach the color out of the world and the good out of what you see, it can take the feeling of connection between yourself and others - ALL -others away. Don't give up. Depression doesn't fool God, and the break only goes one way. Hang in there. Thinking of you.

*sits down silently to listen to whatever Tryingtobeme has to say or not say*