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Old Jan 16, 2010, 10:20 AM
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I am falling apart and while doing this I seem
to be destroying all relationships with my friends
I do not mean to,at the moment I am homeless
I have somewhere to stay but yet am homeless
everyone tells me to go back to Queensland you
know nurses doctors and friends but I cannot admit
defiet like that and anyway I like it here.

But how do I stop this merry go round ride I am on
it has taken around 4months for me to get someone to
take me on in the mental health scene here
I have had a couple of one to two day stays in the hospital
would that is meant to achieve I have no idea,I am
begining to wonder if I am at this moment why I am acting
the way I am even the lady I am staying with has had to take
my meds and hide them from me,because I simply cannot be
trusted not to take to many of them.
My daughter and her antics are not helping any she is playing the push pull game.

If only she would go to therapy it would save her yrs
of heartache I feel at any rate.I made a very big mistake
I asked a friend to borrow $30 to pay an i.o.u taxi fare
and before the day to pay it came I had spent the money
now I know I told her but I just cannot remember what
it went on.Sometimes I simply do not understand me and
the things I do.
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Old Jan 16, 2010, 10:30 AM
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Hello, starrina, I hope you get the professional help you need to get your live sorted.

Good luck.
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Old Jan 17, 2010, 01:36 PM
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Hi, Starrina!
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...and anyway I like it here.
That counts for a lot!
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Sometimes I simply do not understand me and the things I do.
That's a good reason to be in therapy. Have your therapists attempted to answer questions about your own behaviour?

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Old Jan 17, 2010, 01:43 PM
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Starrina... I am sorry your life is so difficult right now. It can't be easy for you. You acknowledge you need help and that is a big step. Since you were in the hospital you must now have some contacts in the mental health scene that you can turn to for help to sort out your questions and behave your way to making better choices. You recognize that your daughter needs counselling so you must know that is what you need too.

Wishing you Well.
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Old Jan 18, 2010, 04:55 PM
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You have a very difficult road ahead of you but I believe that you possess a vibrant spirit that will help you to get where you need to be. Trust your inner self and continue to seek out those things in life that can enliven your journey.
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