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I am falling apart and while doing this I seem
to be destroying all relationships with my friends I do not mean to,at the moment I am homeless I have somewhere to stay but yet am homeless everyone tells me to go back to Queensland you know nurses doctors and friends but I cannot admit defiet like that and anyway I like it here. But how do I stop this merry go round ride I am on it has taken around 4months for me to get someone to take me on in the mental health scene here I have had a couple of one to two day stays in the hospital would that is meant to achieve I have no idea,I am begining to wonder if I am at this moment why I am acting the way I am even the lady I am staying with has had to take my meds and hide them from me,because I simply cannot be trusted not to take to many of them. My daughter and her antics are not helping any she is playing the push pull game. If only she would go to therapy it would save her yrs of heartache I feel at any rate.I made a very big mistake I asked a friend to borrow $30 to pay an i.o.u taxi fare and before the day to pay it came I had spent the money now I know I told her but I just cannot remember what it went on.Sometimes I simply do not understand me and the things I do.
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Hello, starrina, I hope you get the professional help you need to get your live sorted.
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Hi, Starrina!
That counts for a lot! That's a good reason to be in therapy. Have your therapists attempted to answer questions about your own behaviour? ![]()
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Starrina... I am sorry your life is so difficult right now. It can't be easy for you. You acknowledge you need help and that is a big step. Since you were in the hospital you must now have some contacts in the mental health scene that you can turn to for help to sort out your questions and behave your way to making better choices. You recognize that your daughter needs counselling so you must know that is what you need too.
Wishing you Well. |
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You have a very difficult road ahead of you but I believe that you possess a vibrant spirit that will help you to get where you need to be. Trust your inner self and continue to seek out those things in life that can enliven your journey.
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