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since i have graduated, only like 3 weeks ago, everything has been changing already. i broke off my freindship with my BEST friend, i was sooo close to her we were like sisters. i have given up my plans for to seperate ideas of colleges to go to. i have no clue what i am going to do. i make plans easily b/c inside i never see them happening. its not really a denial issue or anything, i just literally dont see myself ever doing anything. its kinda like i feel like my life will end somehow before that. i do not understand my emotions either. i take my wellbutrin but i am still depressed and very irritable towards my family. i stay in my room all the time still, like when i am really depressed. i still struggle with cutting. i guess it is still so bad b/c i am not currently seeing a T. i am supposed to be but the one i was seeing hasnt contacted me since school ended and i dont know how to reach her. i was trying to transfer my case back to my original T but she hasnt gotten in touch either. i always spoke with my ex-b/f about this stuff but since were not talking i have NO ONE i can talk to. i just keep it all inside like i used to. i am trying to keep a journal b/c before when u isloated ,myself is when i got suicidal and cutting very badly. i am unsure of what i should be doing or what i can do. HELP!
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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((((((((((((Hallie))))))))))))))
I am so sorry that you are having a hard time. Do you have someone regularly that you can talk with. Feel free to send me a pm or IM anytime! We care so much about you! |
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Dear Halliebeth,
I hurt for you, I can identify with what you're feeling..to me, the thing that pops out in what you've expressed is you not understanding your emotions, also severing ties with people and ot not getting along with people. The journaling is a great idea, and do try to understand your emotions. i do the same thing with planning, before you think the planning won't go through tell someone about your plan that holds you accountable. Also try, a little at at time, to spend less and less time in your room and perhaps with new friends, join depression bipolar support alliance it's dbsaroch.org thats our local site then click on national site for a meeting near you. I care about you, please write back and tell me how you are feeling. ![]()
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i am ok i guess. ty u 4 replying
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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