change

Some people think that I would never change, always be who I am suppose to be. For them it would be better if I stay like they want me to be but I can't anymore. For my feelings deep down had come to the surface and I have a real problems hiding them. But I'm trying, for them, before I leave them behind.

I have to go to work now, I wish I didn't have to. But life is life and I can't change it.

Forgoten

Life is life but you can make changes for yourself. Not everything can be controlled but then you still have control of the way you react to things.
Sending you a hug and warm thoughts for a better day today.
Heidu
PS It's alot easier to be yourself and that's who you should be. Those that don't accept you as you are need to or else they don't need to be part of your life.

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
~ Carl Bard ~

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{{{{{Forgoten}}}}} You have every right to your feelings and to BE who you were meant to be when you came to this earth!! Heidu is right. Life is life, but you have the right and the power to make out of it what you want it to be for YOU.

It won't be easy to change the things you don't like or want in your life. That first step will be the hardest, but with every baby step you take, you'll gain momentum. Please see the thread "Re: Avatars," especially the last two pages. There's some of us working on changing some things in our life.

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Whoever you are, THAT is who you are. Embrace yourself. Putting aside the you underneath it all causes nothing but torment. If you don't do YOU for YOU, who will?

Bumper sticker: Wherever you go, there you are

Kvin, you put it in a nutshell so nice and neat.

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

Hi,

I just came back from work and I'm really tired. But I wanted to take the time to thank you as you were so nice and kind to replyed to me.

I know who I am but I wish I didn't. It would be much more easier for me. I feel I have live a long time and seen a lot. I been to hell and back but I have kept going for the hope that maybe one day..........
The path that I'm going to choose soon is the best one for me. The people I'm surrounded with are far from being kind as you all are. They can't see who I am and I'm tired of trying. I have tried for too long.
I'm not going agaisnt you all on what you had said because it is surely all true. Good advices and good guidance. I will take them in consideration.

Thank you! (((((((((((To all))))))))))))))with love

Forgoten

Hi Forgoten: I've dropped a stitch again, for I'm not sure exactly what it is you are saying in your last post. I hope you will feel free to share more with us; we'll try to help if we can. Warmest regards, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

Hi Peanut,

Sorry sweety, I know it's not clear. It is best to just forget about that post. I hope that you are ok!

Thank you! ((((((((((((Peanut))))))))

Forgoten

I, for one, can't just ignore your post. Forgoten, some things are not best put aside.

I have no idea who I am, or how many there are of the inside/outside me.........people see who they want to see and the image that you project. I know, I do it everyday and people prefer it. You don't need to do it here, as I have found out, and if you have a therapist, don't do it with him/her.

Stay with us and don't quit trying. I am hanging by a thread these days trying to keep "it together". I'm having nightmares and flashbacks that make me wish not to wake up. If you need to, PM me and we'll talk more..........it is not a problem or an imposition.

Mary Alice

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I understand your pain. I have been where you are right now. There are many here who have or are still feeling that pain. All I can say is don't give up! There are many more like us here on this board, out in the world. Please don't give up. I know it seems hopeless, but it's not! Hang tight!!

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>