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Mar 13, 2010, 09:09 PM
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I can not take the emotional stress from seeing my father decline anymore. I am essentially going it alone. I live alone, and I have few contacts. Thankfully I have a T and Pdoc, but seeing my T once a week and my Pdoc once a month does not give me enough contact to deal with this. To top it off I can not even let my emotions out to myself. I feel totally numb and want to SI instead of cry. I am also fighting the urge to SI, which makes it even harder to let my emotions out. I will be seeing my parents tomorrow. I will not show these emotions to either. My father needs my love, and my mother will not accept my father is dying. I just saw a listing of symptoms for pancreatic cancer and realized how many symptoms he has and is developing. He is dying when I do not know. I am hoping for enough strength to last until this crisis is over
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Mar 13, 2010, 11:36 PM
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(((((leacon)))))
I hope you get the strength you need. I am so sorry that the stress is affecting you so much, especially now that you need all the energy possible...I am sending you positive energy and good thoughts 
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Mar 14, 2010, 08:46 AM
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((((((((((leacon))))))))))
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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Mar 14, 2010, 01:34 PM
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Quote:
((((((( Leacon! )))))))
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Mar 14, 2010, 06:27 PM
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Leacon,
 I also am sending strength  and good thoughts to you. This sounds like it will be a difficult time for you. Do you have a spiritual and/or faith based practise that would help you to deal with some of the transition?We are here for you. Please continue to post. |
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Mar 14, 2010, 09:28 PM
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Leacon - you have my sympathys, thoughts, and prayers. I know what you are going through. If at all possiblel, let it out in the form of tears.... Crying is a healing of the mind and the body. Let it out... I hope that you do have a pastor or minister that you can turn to at this time. If your parents have one, they should invite him over to help your parents through this rough time in their lives. ((((((((((leacon)))))))))) You are never alone - your Guardian Angel is always beside you - and we are always here for you.
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Mar 15, 2010, 07:24 AM
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How are you doing, leacon?
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