[complic8d]

Does it matter how badly you want to hurt yourself, as long as you don't do it?
Does it matter that you wish you were dead, as long as you don't attempt to make it so?
Does it matter if you feel that you are emotionally dead, as long as you keep breathing?
Does it matter how much you are hurting deep down inside, as long as you pretend you are ok?
Does it matter how you feel, as long as you don't let it show?

You matter.

That's ALL that matters.

YOU.

[jmo531]

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I am so sorry your going through this right now. Petunia is correct. YOU MATTER!!!

((((((((((((((HUGS4U))))))))))))))))))

[Hope4me2]

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you do matter and I am so sorry your feeling like this right now.........but the way you put your feelings into words is nice........keep them coming.....tell us more on why you feel this way....
we are here to listen...

[Miss_A]

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Does it matter how badly you want to hurt yourself, as long as you don't do it?
Does it matter that you wish you were dead, as long as you don't attempt to make it so?
Does it matter if you feel that you are emotionally dead, as long as you keep breathing?
Does it matter how much you are hurting deep down inside, as long as you pretend you are ok?
Does it matter how you feel, as long as you don't let it show?

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It does matter how badly you want to hurt yourself, even if you don't do it!
It does matter that you wish you were dead, even if you don't attempt to make it so!
It does matter if you feel that you are emotionally dead, even if you keep breathing!
It does matter how much you are hurting deep down inside, even if you pretend you are ok!
It does matter how you feel, even if you don't let it show!
And last of all It does matter if your feeling down in the dumps, even if you think you are not important!

It's YOU that matters!

[jennie]

yes it matters to me that you are suffering ((((((((complic8d))))))))

[(JD)]

(((((((complic8d)))))))) Gee, you been listening to my therapy sessions with my T? He says, YES it matters... because it will get better... it won't always be this bad... and we "have" to trust those who have hope... "for" us... I live with his hope because I really don't have any of my own. I'll share it with you.

[Hope4me2]

Sky VERY MUCH
that is what my T tells me ALL the time and I wear a bracelet that has HOPE on it.
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you matter very much like I said before.....we all LOVE you here and care deeply.....hang in there

[complic8d]

Thanks for the hope! I am currently existing on the hope that my t is letting me "borrow". She is sure I will find my own soon. I realize that we are all struggling with the issue of wanting/ needing to matter. It's one of my core issues, not feeling loved, wanted, valued. But here, I do get some of those feelings, and I want to thank you all for your caring. HUGS!

[Hope4me2]

[complic8d]

Thanks Hope! How cute! HUGS!