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Hello I'm new to this site... Sometimes I start crying for no reason sometimes I cut myself just to make sure I'm still here still alive. I hear things that others don't voices.
I think of a lot more ****ed up things as I go to sleep. I've had three sicide attempts and been placed in a phsyciatric ward twice. I don't go to school I lost interestand got kicked out. I havnt lived at home in a year and a half docs helped me escape.... My boyfriend who I'm curently living with doesn't know about my thoughts but the way I act he says I need some serious help he says seeing a psychiatrist is for people with a dent in there head and apparantly I got a hole. That made me laugh even as I cried. I'm not very good at talking and I want to know whether I just need to get coucelling again or if I need somthing more to help me... Am I just deppressed? Wat the **** is wrong with me? I feel like I'm goig crazy!?!? Can anyone help me now? Last edited by wanttoheal; May 20, 2010 at 08:09 AM. Reason: To bring within guidelines and add trigger icon |
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I sincerely hope that this site can be of help to you. Are you currently seeing a therapist. I hate how your boyfriend made you feel that way
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You would possibly benefit from therapy, and it can't hurt to try, right? Also there might be some meds to calm down these feelings, it's up to you whether you feel ok about taking meds, they're not for everyone but with me for example they have helped me a lot with my depression. My doc says they're usually prescribed for 9 months, I've take them at other times but never seen it through.
It sounds like your boyfriend is supportive, is that right? He's suggested you get some help, so he must care and worry that you're not well. You should probably listen to him. Feeling like this is dreadful, and you really don't deserve to struggle with all of this... getting some help would at least lift some of the pressure off you, I think. Try going to the doctor and just seeing what can be done, what help you can be offered. Like I said, you needn't struggle through this alone, there is help out there and you do deserve it! x |
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Hello and welcome to PC
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