[Psyclox]

She hasn't called or smsed me and last night I sent her a sms explaining everything all my problems and how I feel about her and that I need her now more than ever and she hasn't called me or even smsed me, so now my mind is trully messed up and I don't know what to think right now, and school starts 2morrow so I can't go and see her, and the the guy who stabbed me in the back and betrayed me lives closer to her than I do so I'm afraid that he will visit her 2morrow and that upsets me so much, I want to call her but i don't know how she will react to me, I'm really not doing so well right now and I need her in my life because when her and I were still really close friends i was happy for a while all my problems in life were forgotten and now that she is gone my life has really hit rock bottom, I just wish that she would let me know that she is there for me, but she hasn't and thats makes me so sad, I want to cry and I try cause maybe that will make me feel better but no matter what i try or what I think about I just can't cry and I havn't cried in well over 8 years, so if anybody got any ideas on what I can about this whole situation I would love to hear from you cause right now I really need sum advice on what I can do.

((((((((psy))))))))

[seeker1950]

Psy,
I just sent you a PM.
Seeker

[seeker1950]

Psy, I also did a lot of "explaining" in my emails to the fella I posted about here....thinking it would make things better....It didn't, and in the end, I was just compromising myself further.
Seeker

[dusty]

Psy, It is very hurtful to have someone walk out of your life. I am not sure about your entire story with her but they are all the same when it comes to your heart.

Let go and I know that is hard. But calling and begging her will only make you feel worse in the end.
Easy for me to say, but I have been there I am sure all of us have at one time or another. You can do this and surrive. ((((hugs))))