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I am so tired of this life i live. I fight with my addiction . I feel I dont have nobody. I always have everybody back. I seldom say no . My relationship with my kids and my husband is strained. I wish I could run away. my husband thinks you have to have a reason to be depressed. I say white he says black. I was laid off last year june . I think because I am not using my brains I applied for a state job . they said due to my iron being so low I couldnt finished the process until I increased . I wish I could sleep my life away because you you dont think when your sleep . I am getting insecure . I wish I could just shake it off.
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I'm sorry to hear you are in so much pain mercyme, I wish you felt better. Are you seeing a psychiatrist? Are you taking any meds? I hope you can find support and comfort through these forums. shaggy
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I dont know what you are addicted to but maybe Narcotics Anonymous can help you. THey're a wonderful organization based upon the 12 step principle. The people there are so supportive (unlike your husband) and wish to genuinely help you.
Also, you might benefit from learning some assertiveness. It sounds like you are anemic, are you taking medication to help you with this? Can you afford to go to your GP and get some anti-depressant medication as well? ((((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))) Take care of yourself ok?
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In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.-William Styron |
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