[Taonuviel]

I hate living, I just wish it could be over! There's no point, it's just miserable. Nothing gets better... just keep getting more alone. It's hopeless.

[SleepsWithButterFlies]

Same here I ain't gonna do anything but I feel the same..I wish you well and hope someone can make you feel like different than me. I just know

I'm listening and I hear you.

I'm so sorry you both feel this way. I am concerned for your well-being.

Please keep venting and ranting if you can. You are doing the right thing by sharing how horribly crappy you feel.

I do understand, having felt the same at times, but I am not a professional so if you need to, call your T or 911. Please.

I wish I could take away all that is weighing so heavy on you.

Please stay safe...I care. I really do.

Petunia

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/samaritans.htm

[jmo531]

((((((((((((((((((((Tao)))))))))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((((((Sleeps))))))))))))))))))))))))))


That is the depression talking. It conditions us to see and feel the worst in ourselves. Please, call your T or 911 for help. We love and care for the both of you and want you to get the care you need and deserve. Thinking of the both of you and sending hugs and love your way.


Jen

[Miss_A]

You only have 1 chance to live the most on earth! (For what we know) So make the most of it, do something that is new, safe and fun. Expolar, have you ever been to Spain, Germany, France, England etc...? Meet new faces join a club maybe sports. Please stay for both YOU!!!

HUGS & HUGS & HUGS

[dottie]

I feel the same on many days. It's pretty awful. I care. I really do. Even if I have never met you. Yes..I have been in your shoes, my friend. Really!!!!!!!!!!!

[(JD)]

(((hugs)))) The darkness can overpower us, it feels. Also, it tends to suck us down into it farther, rather like quick sand, imo. Keep going through the motions, regardless of how you feel. I agree that "changing your mind" is not a viable solution. We can't "just snap out of it" as we are dealing with something also physically based.

No, no one wants to feel depressed. (And those who suggest "easy fixes" have never really been DEPRESSED IMO.) I surmise we do not really want to end life. We want things to change. Out of desperation to change things, when we feel we are unable to change anything else, we consider ending life, itself. It isn't life we really want to end. It is the terrible pain (psychological and/or physical) that we want to end.

Try making a change in something. ANYTHING. Start small... the best you can do. Maybe some very small change...something you have wanted to be different... and make it different. (Move a picture on the wall, get your hair cut... drink from a new glass you buy... ) no, the one thing won't stop the depression, but it can begin you on a track for making changes.. the more you make the more you can make... and maybe even find something that really does matter when you change it.

Death is always an option. It's always there "for" us. Don't pull the plug while there are still other things to try... and until everyone around agrees there's nothing left, there's probably something.... but I don't know what it is.

[seeker1950]

I just want to add here that I am so touched by Sky's responses to you. She is so wise, and I hope you will take her words to heart!
Loving thoughts,
Seeker