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Old Sep 15, 2010, 05:29 AM
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ive lost my job... my parents keep stealing money from me after me being so damn nice and payin a lot in the house... i get kicked out... moved out w my bf cuz hes helping me out but were nowhere near ready to live together so that brings more stress.... my car got repoed... my parents change the locks in the house w half my stuff in there... and today.. the day of our anniversary and the week of my bday.. my bf calls it quits cuz hes not sure hes ready for a relationship... i am beyond done... all of this happens in a matter of 3 months...

if i write my life story i will bring everyone even more down...

im 26.. i do so much for everyone w/o wanting anythin in return.. WHEN IM I GONA CATCH A DAMN BREAK!!!!!!

im seriously fed up w dealing... BEYOND FED UP... im numb and got no emotion other than depressed..... i took nightquil 6 hours ago and they still dont kick in.... ugh... i hate life...

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Old Sep 15, 2010, 03:18 PM
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i hope you can feel better tomorrow....sometimes life gives us lemons but we can learn to make lemonade. i know there have been times in my life i felt so alone due to life stuff. the key tho is to get back up and get on with your life. like...this isn't a dress rehearsal. it's the only life you will have and you can make changes, ppl you care about, and get on with it. i hope you can dig down deep inside yourself and see that you can recreate your life any day of the week.
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Old Sep 15, 2010, 03:38 PM
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belbel, I am soooooo sorry to hear all that yu have written. (((( hugs for you ))))) I can only think of one thing as a possible lifeline to caring people right now. come here often. Feel the caring love. Feel the community. Hopefully it will help. I know it has helped many. I know its not an answer for irl, but at least its here and the overwhelming majority of people are supportive. Safe hugs for your wonderful self
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Old Sep 15, 2010, 05:52 PM
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Hello & Welcome, Belbel! OK, what kind of help do you need RIGHT NOW? This is a rotten set of circumstances; how are you handling the depression?
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Old Sep 15, 2010, 06:09 PM
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Wow that's a lot on your proverbial plate! Well, if ever there was a time to begin with a clean slate and make your own rules to live by, now's the time! Not everyone gets this opportunity, just sorry it's coming after paying a high cost in relationships. (However, it does seem you've weeded out those who really aren't going to support you.)

Find someone to help you sort things through? Is there free help through your area? Generally there's free resource help through any ER and their social worker who works out of there.

I'm so so sorry you have been really "laid low" and want you to know that you can rise up again. Try not to think about everything at once, for that is surely overwhelming. Take the top 3 items and work on them, if you can.

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