I went and saw a psychiatrist today, and TOTALLY embarrassed myself because I was unable to explain things to her. I tried to lighten what I was saying...by not coming off as shocking. I hate my accident with a passion....as soon as people read my medical chart they start saying "you were meant to be here" or "god saved you for a reason"......WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO SAY, I actually wish god had not lifted a finger instead of just smiling and nodding.
Hiding is the only way the world works at a reasonable level. Although I have done so many things to reverse what the accident did, physically....emotionally I am f***ed!