Please!

Let this overwhelming feeling of utter failure and hopelessness and being unwanted and lonely and worthlessness be over. Please let it be Monday soon.

Can't I please just sleep from Friday evening to Monday morning from now on? Just not wake up those 3+ days?

I dread tomorrow and what it will bring. More bad news. More troubles somewhere with something. The gremlins never give me a break any more. Always hitting me with more negatives.

And people just say "don't let it bother you". Can you please, please please tell me how I do that? I really truly wish I knew.

MsNiteOwl

Hi MsNiteOwl,
Harsh words to use to describe yourself with "utter failure and hopelessness and being unwanted and lonely and worthlessness." I am sorry that this is how you feel. I hope today is AMAZING! And I hope the week goes by as smoothly as possible for you - good vibes are coming to you!
I wish I could tell you how to end your pain completely! But when you are in situation where you are getting "hit with negatives" have a phrase ready to go that identifies something positive you have done that day or the night before. And it can be small, like going to bed early to get more hours of sleep or coming on PC and helping someone else by posting on their thread. You are NOT any of the words you used above. You are strong and smart!!!!!! You are in charge of your life. Sending more strength your way!

Cherrios!

(((MsNiteOwl))) Thinking of you.

Sorry,

I thought it was safe to post how I feel here when I'm down. I see it is not. I didn't think I'd get "don't feel" and "your fault" here. I guess there truly aren't any safe places to share, on the internet or otherwise.

MsNiteOwl

Hey MsNiteOwl......PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I did not mean to hurt you in any way! I was just trying to put a different perspective (from your own) on what you wrote. I do CARE! Please don't let my inconsiderate moment make you think that PC is not a safe place to post. I am TRULY SORRY!

Cherrios!