[whenwillitend]

so sick and tired of it all. so sick and tired of always struggling. just want ti all to go away.

[Puffyprue]

(((((((((((((((whenwillitend))))))))))))))))))

[Gus1234U]

aaah,, stop struggling, and let the peace settle in,, that always helped me {{{{ itwillend }}}} i would lay in bed and dream of lovely places, and me doing things that made me feel good,, (for me it was building beautiful houses),, but it is a form of distraction that helps one forget to be miserable, AND it's good for strengthening the mind's focus, so you can actually do something in real life,, think of it as a focus exercise,,, hope you feel better soon~! best wishes,, Gus

[whenwillitend]

another day. wonder what crap is going to happen today. it's something else every day. i'm tired. have had a headache for three days now. my stomach hurts from all the stress. just want it to be over.

[livetofight]

stick in there buddy. we're past winter solstice now, spring will be here soon and it WILL bring new happiness with it (have to believe in that myself or nothing will ever get done)
maybe doc can help with the physical effects you're feeling?
best wishes
J x

[MB01]

Dear whenwillitend,
I feel very similarly....when will this horrible sadness, self-hatred, suicidal thinking, self-pity, anger, depression, etc. end?????? I have been flooded with horrible abuse memories since thanksgiving.... thinking, when will it end? How can I survive feeling this way for the rest of my life? (Projecting, catastrophizing).
My thinking is sometimes my own worst enemy. Unless I am thinking about something other than myself. And then, Today, I feel good. Strange. I forget that somedays are OK. And to stay in ONE DAY at a time. I can get through just 8 hours or 16 hours or 24 hours; but probably not the next 30 years in one day.
Hang in there, you are not alone,
Mary

[whenwillitend]

thank you all. today wasn't too bad. i made bread, cleaned the kitchen and played with my puppy. and i got a nap. still feeling exhausted and kinda hopeless though.

snowing like crazy today. i have to go to the store tomorrow. don't know how i'm going to do that with this weather. i hate snow. i hate driving in snow.